The 20th chapter, woo hoo? It's not like anyone even reads these anymore. But lets just go back to a topic that I talk about a lot here, friends.
I just feel awful a lot of the times when I think about old friends. Most of the times I'm the last one to respond to the conversation and they just never respond back. But they never say why, so I'm left thinking that I did something wrong. But I get too scared to ask if I did because they might not even respond, and what if they hate me? What if it really is my fault? I'll never get to know because they probably don't even care enough about me. They probably have other friends, I shouldn't be sad about me being left in the dust. But, I am, and I can't get rid of the feeling of guilt that it's all my fault they stopped talking to me.
