No Use

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Just like the title says, I have no use. All I ever do is just make things worse. I want to join in a conversation? Boom, makes everyone mad. I want to join in on a group rp? Boom, no one responds. I want to just try to talk to a friend who I haven't seen or talked to in at least over a year? Boom, they stop talking to me suddenly without any context. It just worries me, because those are just simple things. What if I accidentally ruin a relationship because I didn't say the right thing, or I couldn't get the courage to say something? It'll be all my fault, and I could've stopped it if I had just said something. But I just stay feeling like someone without a use, and it's not healthy. I know that I should try to get away from the depressing posts, but I just can't when I always feel like I ruin everything that I touch. Call me King Midas, but instead of turning everything to gold with a touch, I just make every situation worse just by existing. But, of course, since I only have 3 followers, and none actually give a crap about these things, no one will notice it. The only thing I have to hope for is that someone miraculously find this and just asks me what's wrong. But, that won't happen, as I am just one person here. Just one person who seeks out help from friends. Just one person who has nothing going for them. And just one person who will always be lonely. I'm just one person.

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