I want out.
I want to help.
I want to make sure everything's okay.
I can't get out.
I cannot help,
When everyone pushes me away.
I don't know what to say.
I don't know what to do.
I'm sorry we don't talk as often,
Even though I want to.
But is there a point?
Should I even try?
When I'll probably fail.
And then I'll want to die.
I'm sorry for your pain.
I'm sorry if I caused it.
I'll just leave you alone.
And out shoots the bullet.
I want to change my history.
I want to change my destiny.
I want to be who I'm supposed to be.
But I can't when I'm not even me.
I'm breaking out.
I'm breaking these cuffs.
The cuffs that make me feel like I'm not enough.
I have a reason.
I have a light.
The light guiding me to make things right.
But... once again,
People push me away, yet then,
That's when the light shines its brightest.
And for once, I don't feel useless.
So give me the pain.
Give me the trauma.
Make me insane.
Make me deal with drama.
It'll take a lot more to get me down.
I'll get up and ahead.
You can never truly kill me
When I already feel dead
