So, a couple days ago, I kind of just... broke down. I thought about one thing, that being how I just felt useless, and everything in the past few months just hit me. Sister leaving for college, how I feel like an awful friend, dad soon leaving for Colorado, school, the pressure of having to graduate because of others, fear that the reason I don't get pushed to do better because nobody sees anything special in me, the social media site I use the most getting shut down soon, it all just slammed right into my fucking face, and I couldn't stop sobbing for 5 minutes. I... I couldn't handle it, I just wanted to forget everything...
