Hey guys, remember when I wasn't inactive?
And how I actually acted like life was good while it happened?
But now I want to stab both of my fucking eyelids!
Because friends have ditched me, as I know I sure did!
I'm just an attention seeker, a blood red arrow.
A waste of space, a blood and air ho.
I can't contribute to much, I'm weak, and so,
I'm all alone, isn't that Swell-oh!
I get ditched and pushed around,
Can't even make a sound.
Yet despite my efforts,
I stay stuck on the ground.
I'll never rise up, I'll never get noticed!
Despite my best efforts, I stay stuck with this bullshit!
But because it's not drawings, it just means they're shit!
Someone explain to me, I don't even get it!...
maybe
just maybe
i do suck at it
maybe i do suck at stories
maybe i do suck at roleplaying
maybe i do suck at everything i do
maybe i am just a waste of space to everyone
maybe i do, maybe i could find out
but i never get to
because tears through words never show...
being active isn't gonna do much when no one bothers anyways
