Set after httyd 2
Please read note at the end🙏🙏🏻🙏🏽🙏🏿🙏🏼
Astrids POV
I was just so sick of everything.
The rest of the gang and I were back at Berk. And wheres theres Berk, there's my parents.
Abusive parents.
They always wanted a boy, so when I was 8 they began to beat me. Kick, punch, shout. I never told anyone about it, I didn't tell the gang, Stoick, gobber, or even hiccup. Not even about the self harming.
Whenever I had the chance, I would take my dagger and slice it across my skin. My arms. Legs. Thighs, and stomach. My parents told me I was fat, unwanted, pathetic. But when we're around others they act like they love me.
I was just over it!!! I hated my self. I just wanted this to end. I've been acting depressed around the gang, so they might have a clue. Today will hopefully be my last day....
I decided to write a note to Hiccup and the gang before I hung myself in my room.
I finished the note, placed to on the table and stood on my bed. I attached the rope to a pillar and then round my neck, I then let myself hang till it all fadded out and into darkness.
Hiccups POV
I was walking to Astrids house. She seemed depressed today, so I went to see what was wrong. I walked into her house to find a note.
Dear Hiccup,
I guess I should tell you now, it's been to long. My parents are abusive. They have been since I was 8 because they wanted a boy, and not me. They would do awful stuff, punch, kick, tell me how pathetic, worthless and fat I was. Since then I've also self harmed. Whenever I had the chance. I just hated coming home and bleeding and constantly being sore. Don't get me wrong Hiccup I love you so much. More then you will ever know and I also the the rest of the gang. But it's to much for me. I'm sorry babe. I love you. But I decided to kill myself. By the time you've read this it'll be too late.
All my love,
Always your lady,
Astrid xx
I was speechless. I had no idea. I ran up to Astrids room to fine that she hung herself, I quickly cut the ropes and carried her or to Gothi's hut. "Why Astrid...."
I placed her on the bed and let Gothi try to help her.
Time skip
Astrid slowly started to open her eyes. "Hey it's ok babe."
"Why did you save me? Didn't you read the letter?"
"I did. But I love you and if you don't want to go back, you can live with me Milady. Ok"
"Thank you hiccup. I love you so much."
" I love you too."
No matter what she's going through I want her to know I'm always here.
I'm so lazy....
I'm not to sure on this one, what do y'all think?
Please be nice in comments and vote. And plz send requests I'm running out of ideas.
E out xx
(P.s. Do not self harm! No matter how depressed you are and no matter how good It might feel a blade, knife, anything sharp is not the answer. My boyfriend had self harmed. And we love each other a lot. So have I..... There's this girl who took his phone and texted me on it. Called me some horrible, horrible things that I will not say but I might if im ok with it. He helped me and I helped him. He's also been away from school for basically a month now, been in and out of hospital. And I know were young (we're both 12 in year 7 but he's September I'm May the next year) but we live eachother. So please do not self harm!!
All my love ❤️❤️❤️❤️ xx
