flowers [kim doyoung]

three

she kept on running around the maze. a huge maze cornered with huge, tall, plain walls. it looked suffocating if someone was in there. and she is in there. the place was serene, cold and somewhat peaceful.

looking like she knew where should she go, bringing a bow and a bag full of flower torn-arrows.

i was there indeed, but where am i?  don't tell me i'm at the same place again.

it seems like i'm at the end of the maze.

please tell me this isn't going to happen again, no please..

"doyoung ah! come and play with me! let's play arrows, like when we're younger" her voice echoed through the maze, making me shivered.

sure, she didn't mean any harm but in this dream, it's not suitable to be called a dream anymore.

the nightmare now is becoming real.

"hey! stop playing hide and seek with me! i wanted to see you doyoungiee" her voice becomes sweeter and sweeter.

i still kept my mouth shut. i can't risk to do anything. if i move, she would easily find me.

like the previous dreams i had.

it was torture for me. once she finds me, all the fantasies would become true. and to be honest, i hate the fantasies, cause it would be my dirty fantasies that became true. but before that, it would always something bad.

goodness, wake me up now!

"ha found ya"

shit.

she came closer to me as i tried to run away, but it was greeted only with her laughter.

"hey! you're gonna be my target. stay still!" she chased me and surprisingly, she's so fast. i can't believe my long legs fail me.

"ARGH!"

"hahahahah"

++

"i swear i'm going nuts" doyoung wipes his face that is flooded with his own tears and sweat. he always happened to be having this nightmare in his sleep.

even if it's a nap.

he doesn't know why.

"doc, are you sure you're okay?" the nurse who works at the AE section asks him. the latter looked so pitiful and she put her curiosity on it.

"yes, i'm alright, jihyo. just need to clear up my mind" the short answer make the nurse smile bitterly.

"okay doc. please stay calm and don't make yourself stressed" her words left him hanging in his unsolved nightmares that haunts him.

"maybe it's time for me to go back home. let's solve it there. i'm not for on call anymore for now" he packed his things and brings his bag with him.
the situation at the hospital was empty, nothing dangerous seemed to happen.

"yuta! i'll go back first. if anything urgent, free to give me a call" he call out to his friend who is busy flirting with a nurse.

"okay bro, see you tomorrow" the other boy waved at him before proceeding to flirt even more.

++

"where should i start ? she's done too much damage on me though" he let his body sprawled across the big and comfy bed.

he looked at his see through ceiling. the stars are present today and they looked really alluring. he just can't take his eyes off of it.

and at his mind remains calm.

but then keiko's image agreed to appear in his head.

black jet hair that ends perfectly above her shoulders.

the slight tanned skinof her once pale face makes her more attractive, alive.

big round eyes that were enough to drown him in.

it makes him calm.

but then, why once she steps inside his dreams, it drastically changes into a nightmare.

RING! RING!

"yes, doctor doyoung is speaking"

"sir we have a case that needs you to treat it. the patient's family request for you and now the patient is unconscious"

"what?okay alright, i'll rush to the hospital. details of the patient?"

"adashino keiko,involved with a car- motorcycle accident, diagnosed with low blood pressure and severe blood loss"

"keiko!? that's it, i'll come"