flowers [kim doyoung]

twenty-four

after seeing zaya vanished from the mirror, he felt his chest ached. he pulled his shirt to see his veins around his heart began to become black. his heart was still filled with flowers; roses. the roses looked like they're going to wither.

the roses has lose its color, making it look sorrowful like the situation itself.

he was trying to cope up with his own trauma that he had during sleeping, he left yuta and keiko on the floor. he knew they'll be fine. he took the chance to go to his living room, walking slowly as each step making him crumble.

as he walked slowly, he suddenly saw a girl crouching beside his sofa while she shook and closes her ears with both of her hands.

"who ar— hwiyo?"he came closer to the her, trying to approach her.

she looks at doyoung in a scared manner. "i'm- i'm sorry. i came with dr. nakamoto but when i heard the  sc—screaming, it triggered me" she said, a single tear rolled down her cheek.

doyoung smiled weakly, understanding that things like that is scary. even for him sometimes. he crouched down to face ivy, as he pats her back. "it's alright to have trauma, hwiyo. now, stop crying, can you help me to treat dr nakamoto and keiko? they are bruised and bleeding" he explained to her.

ivy accepts the fact that doyoung liked to call her with the name hwiyo cause he knew that ivy was her new name that she used to clear up the misunderstanding between the hospital and herself about her sister's death.

she sniffed and rubbed her eyes with the paws of her yellow sweater. she nods and stands up. "alright dr kim, what do i need to do?" she smiled a bit.

doyoung just smiles back. "go and check them in my room. i'll take my emergency kit"

she nods and went to the room. doyoung walks to the kitchen and took out the emergency kit from the cabinet. he took his time walking to his room, thinking about the nightmare he had earlier.

this nightmare wasn't like the other ones, this one, he finally knew what happened to zaya. it's a horrific dream about zaya's death.

it started as a perfect picture of lee zaya and her so called lover, minyuk. in this, minyuk does look like him except, he had chestnut colored hair, slightly shorter than him, tan skin while doyoung had raven hair, tall and pale skin.

both of them were sitting together, smiling at each other then suddenly, the picture that had both of them in it, ripped in half.

it started with them in love, it was all fine. until one day, zaya found it boring to be in a relationship with minhyuk, she cheated with a man, having one night stand that changes her whole life. at the same time, minhyuk didn't know that zaya cheated on him but he saw zaya's heart.

zaya didn't love him anymore. her heart didn't glow, looking dark around him. that's when he confronted her. he tested the things that he used to do around her, just to see if her heart glows back.

first, he said that he loved her, more than anything. her heart looked the same.

next, he kissed her while he thought she would enjoy it but her heart has lost its color.

that's when he knew that he need to tell her that their relationship wasn't going to last.

he asks her if she loves him, hoping that both of her heart and her lips saying it back to him. but no.
she kept quiet, staring through the concrete floor of his apartment.

he asked her again if she cheated on him. that's when his world falls down as zaya nodded. he was heart broken and he couldn't take it. he gave his all to her but she throw it away like it was some rubbish.

he left her. for good. he doesn't even want to see her because his heart was throbbing too badly.

as the color blurs and tears were shed, nine months have passed, zaya gave birth to a baby boy. it turns out that the guy she had one night stand with her in the bar doesn't want to take responsibility.

zaya came back to minhyuk, begging him to marry her for the sake of the baby. little did she know, minhyuk was already engaged with his best friend, who looked similar to keiko. she just looks similar, nothing resembles keiko though.

zaya was at minhyuk's apartment, both of them arguing. minhyuk didn't want to start it, he just wants to live a normal life without her. that night, the balcony was wide open. zaya was crying uncontrollably while holding her baby in her arms. she blamed minhyuk for everything, even though she knew he was innocent. she cheated.

the arguing continued, zaya's voice became an octave louder. she wasn't going to accept that minhyuk had engaged a week ago. she walked, and walked backwards, shaking her head with her baby crying in her arms.

she walked backwards too fast until she hit the beam of the balcony and fell from it along with her baby! minhyuk tried to catch her hand but it slipped.

there, lied the corpse of zaya and her baby on the floor. she fell from the tenth floor. blood was oozing out from her. her eyes are opened, staring at minhyuk who was crying above her.

a week after her death, minhyuk finally accept the fact that she died from his balcony. he was lucky that he wasn't charged as the guilty one in zaya's death case. but to zaya, she said he killed her.

that night, zaya reappeared as a spirit just to seek revenge. it was stupid really. minhyuk didn't touch a single thing on her, to kill her.
she walked as her bloodied steps decorate the halls. in her hands, she brought flowers. red roses that minhyuk left on her grave. she reached his room, walking through the door. she saw minhyuk, sleeping soundly on the bed. she cried again, can't stand to see the man who she once loved, murdered by her. she gave up and stab the red roses at minhyuk's heart. soon, the roses become real and it really puncture his heart, leaving him suffocating.

he died, because of her.
because of love, she became like this.

doyoung snapped out of his thoughts when he realized he was standing there too long. he was.. thinking. what does that thing needs to do with him?

after a while, he realized that the dream has a meaning and it can save him from becoming zaya's doll forever.

"oh my goodness, you're so slow dongyoung" he whispered to his self as he walked to his bedroom.

when he was about to open the door, the door swung open to reveal an unpleasant looking keiko, staring at him.

"you are slow, kim dongyoung. tell me everything, now"