The Twins And Me (BoyxBoyxBoy)

Belly Of The Beast

Decided to draw my take on Ryder anime style^^

A/N: I've decided to start the editing process. It is going to be very gradual, and my first priority will be uploading new chapters. But if you have any thoughts on the story so far, or small things that are bugging you, please either PM me or comment on the story.

Obviously, major help won't go unrewarded, and you can request anything from a follow to me reading your book, a dedication or even working you into the story as a side character.

Please focus on the chapters in order, so that I can edit it chronologically.

Thanks in advance!

My knee bounced up and down underneath my old wooden desk. Usually, I was way more focused on my schoolwork and the lessons since good grades were my tickets out of here. But today I was distracted. 

And the reason for my distraction pissed me off. For the last couple of days both Ryder and Jay had been showering me with attention. Granted it was perverted attention, but it was attention nonetheless. 

And now suddenly they had both decided to go all cold turkey on my ass and barely even spare me a glance. 

It just wasn't playing fair. I had just gotten used to their presence in my life and they had whimsically came to the decision to withdraw themselves. 

God fucking damnit! Was it something I did? 

Throughout the day I felt like I was going through the aftermath symptoms of a post breakup. 

In the morning it was shock and disbelief, early afternoon was anger, lunchtime was denial, and finally, the evening was depression. 

Seth was as supportive as he could be. He was truly a kind person and a good friend. 

"Just fucking tell me already." He whined. "I can't cheer you up if I don't know what is bugging you in the first place." While his point was legitimate, there was zero chance I was going to share. 

What was bugging me though? Truthfully it wasn't that the twins were ignoring me exactly. More me being upset that they were. 

It meant that to some degree I cared about them in a way. They obviously affected me more than I had let on or even known myself. 

Well, I was not just going to roll over backwards and take this. I was no weak bitch in heat.  

"I gotta go," I announced and shot up from my chair startling Seth who jumped slightly. 

We were sitting outside the cafeteria on the grass, originally planning on eating our lunch away from the noise and teenage testosterone. Which meant that Jay and Ryder, being as popular as they were, were definitely right in the belly of the beast. 

The double doors to the giant cafeteria slammed shut behind me as I made my grand entrance. It had been years since I had set foot on these filthy tiled floors. I could remember vividly the time me, Seth and Katie had decided to stop eating here. 

As usual, we were seated right at the back of the room next to the back entrance. Or exist, Seth had joked, for a hasty get away. But Seth was not sitting with us so much lately, he had made more friends and had expanded his friend group.