..."silence hurts more than truth"
i walked my way back home not having much energy to run again, his figure never left my mind since then, the edition hanging losely in my hand but i couldn't raise my hand higher ,i felt numb, i took a deep breath looking at the pink blue sky, it's windy, i just hope luna didn't make a mess at home ...when i reached back the black jeep car wasn't there, i took out the house key ready to finally be home but i heard a roaring of an engine...it's like a car is parking, i looked back and i saw the silver skull swaying on the chest of a boy wearing a black hoodie , curly hair and...and the piercing blue eyes ,it's him , it was his car ? HE IS OUR MYSTERY NEIGHBOR ?could this day get any more puzzled? he met my eyea then i turned away blushing, i quickly put the key in the key hole while i felt his gaze burning my back, i'm so nervous and i don't know why, the door opened and i burst in closing the door behind me...that was weird, really weird.
i was trying to catch my breath, my eyes were wide open but my vision is weak, i was trying to focus on the humidity of our house and its warm scent, what is this feeling ? i calmed down and sighed fixing my posture " luna ? " i gasped, luna showed up in front of me confused, i guess confused of my state, her big puppy blue eyes are narrowed, she is tilting her head to the side making her silk light brown hair fall on the side, i melted inside at her tiny lost figure, she had a scent of sweet candy and strawberries all over her" hey luna" my voice was faded, she fixed hee head and waved at me grinning
my eyes darted to the living room... well the upside down version of the living room
"LUNA!!!" and my voice came back again
she sprinted out upstairs laughing, i ran after her but she was faster than the wind ,she went to hee room slamming the door and locking it from the inside
" fine, i don't wanna see you outside then till our parents arrive" i shouted to the door, i went to my room running my hand through my hair in frustration, i guess i won't be able to sleep now, i have to clean this mess up. i began to put everything in place again and then i saw my teddy bear in the corner of the room, how did it came here ? i hold it trying to get the dust off its face,i'm deeply in love with it, he was a grey bear with little round blue eyes wearing a black overall, my grandpa gave it to me when i was four y.o to keep my company when i was afraid from the dark (and it worked), every night when i was afraid in the night ,i gripped into him more and more, smelling his coconut scent and looking at the reflection of the moon light in his sparkling blue eyes, falling in a deep slumber.with each time he saved me, i loved him a little bit more, i got interrupted from my memories when i glanced at my window, the mysterious boy was sitting on the edge of his own window, he was drawing in a small notebook, his hair locks were hiding his face, shiny raven hair in the sun, it's like his hair don't even dare to turn to another bright color, it was just getting more darker, he looked up and saw me then smirked lightly, i realized i was staring ,i dragged my eyes away looking again to my teddy bear gazing into his eyes complaining silently to him with my eyes... that's it, i'm gonna take you to the uni with me.
i glanced back to the window to find him nowhere, he vanished...again.
my phone starts ringing, i blinked ,it was Victoria, a silly smile made its way to my face but it didn't take time to vanish away, she is back with her ex who cheated on her twice, well at least she confessed to me at last but i can't believe she did that, what kind of black magic did he use on her ? Victoria had always a refreshing tropical scent flowing around her but now this scent became so powerful that it is suffocating to me...so sugary ? . i gave up on her,i listened silently to her words then mumbled an empty " okay" that's how the call ends, i threw the phone on the bed
my breath is hitching, my vision is turning blue like water submerging , it feels like drowning, i was trying to be okay all along cause i didn't see enough reasons to not be ...but i'm not, i'm sad, afraid, uneasy, everything is somehow uneasy...i wish it was simple, what was happening ?
a warm tear rolled down my face as my breath kept hitching again, i was sobbing, there was buzzing in my ears, or maybe the silence became too loud, i don't know, i closed my eyes and put a hand on my wildly beating heart " anna, i'm sorry, i will clean it myself ,don't cry " i opened my eyes, the buzzing stopped, it's luna, she standing on the door frame looking worried , i came to my senses
" no no, it isn't about you" i wiped my tears away " come here " i patted on the sofa for her
she ran and hugged me " don't cry sister, okay ? "
i hugged her tighter " okay " somehow her sweet innocent scent and her transparent rose aura comforted me
we stayed like that for a couple of minutes...it was a peaceful calm silence
