..." we were staring at the abyss but when it looked back at us, you flinched "
18 years old, finally ! a grown up girl who's going to the university to just start a new chapter of her life, could it get better ? i could never be more excited , my mind has been full of plans to do for the rest of the vacation, you know when you want to be a brand new person and you want to just turn your life upside down, my mind never took it easy on me anyway, and in most cases it always bothers me with the idea of love, the true love, the "meant to be ", this magical moment introduced by destiny, and nope I've never really been in a relationship before, some say i'm a heart breaker, other say i'm just playing hard to get but the truth is I've never really been in love before or even intensely attached but deep down i'm really truly madly soft but i guess it isn't the right time yet, so yup we can say i'm still clean
let's get to the point, i'm Anastasia Daddario ,medium height raven hair, tanned skin, brown eyes, short, a nerd , always have been the perfect student and the lovely friend and the cute daughter, i'm lucky to have my friends and family around me, i feel loved which is the best thing i could ask for, i have a younger sister called luna, she is just 9 y.o, she is lovely but she can be evil sometimes like all the other little siblings in the world i guess , my mother and my father both work for the press and the media in general so yeah we're a sort of wealthy family with a good reputation in the neighborhood, and as i'm saying i'm heading toward the university, i got a letter from Cambridge AND YES I'M ACCEPTED and i'm taking just another step toward my dream so i'm starting to pack my luggage to move from Brighton in 2 days , hmm what else can i say... i love the sea ( but i hate swimming) ,i love the whole stargazing concept , i love reading and drawing and sometimes writing too, i'm that deep and dreamy girl who can take you to another dimension just that easy, i'm addicted to music and movies and ...lemonade ? , just a peaceful lovely human being....i guess
everything seems so perfect at the time which both makes me happy and worried because you know everything is temporarily but i'm an optimist anyway, my school best-friend unfortunately won't be with me in the university which is disappointing , i mean i'm not THAT social and i get awkward and clumsy in so many situations and let's focus on CLUMSY... i just needed her to be with me there which is not happening anyway cause she's always thinking about her abusive ex boyfriend and refusing to move on , okay i need to stop thinking about it, i took off my headphones and i jumped off the bed to find a noise outside , yeah as expected there's a new family seeing the house right in front of us, he is been unsold for 3 weeks now, thank god we got rid of the couple who used to live on it, they were always fighting, screaming, throwing things on each other so i hope they can get a better life somewhere else and we can get a lovely neighbors instead,it's a win win right ? and everyone will be in peace TADAAA....i went to grab my phone calling Victoria, my best friend, remember ? she picked up after a couple of seconds but her voice was kinda nervous and raspy than normal
" hey v, what 's wrong ? "
" what ? what's wrong ? nothing is wrong why would you say that ? " she said forcing a laugh
" are you sure ? you know i know you well...." she cut me " nothing is wrong Anastasia, i'm perfectly fine, i-it's just that i'm a little busy right now and..." then a harsh male voice cut us both shouting " Anastasia again ? for real ? " oh god i know whose voice is this
" hold up ! are you back with him again ? for god's sake Victoria ..." and with that she just hung out on me, i got frustrated, i threw my phone on the bed burying my head in the pillow....you know what ? screw you Victoria !
my sister stormed in the room looking through my window, i growled " lunaaa how many times should i tell you to knock first ? " i glared at her
she looked back at me and shrugged " yeah whatever, i heard the one who bought the house is a 20 years old boy not a family, he must be really wealthy, don't you think ?" she wiggled her eyebrows and looked back to the window
i frowned in confusion " yeah, he must be "....
