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Anxiety; Bakugou. K

Anxiety 

anx•i•e•ty

noun 

a feeling of worry, nervousness, or unease, typically about an imminent event or something with an uncertain outcome.

PSYCHIATRY:

a nervous disorder characterized by a state of excessive uneasiness and apprehension, typically with compulsive behaviour or panic attacks.

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It wasn't just an emotion or feeling. 

It was a person, a thing.

A demon that morphed into your greatest fears and devoured you alive, until you were buried in the ashes of your self-doubts. 

The demon that would prance around you and watch you wallow in your self-pity for its own amusement, laughing in its demonic tone as you struggle to breathe. As you tried to open your mouth to breath, the demon would swallow you up into a bottomless ocean, where you would slowly descend as you struggle to swim and breathe. As you tried to breathe the water would choke and suffocate you causing you to pass out, only for you to wake up again back into the water. 

It was a never-ending cycle with your demon called anxiety. It would always break you down into nothing every chance it saw you get back up on your feet, you struggled and struggled to swim free of the ocean that swallowed you and drowned you. But, it was futile, the demon would smirk at your weak attempts and tell you that you would never be free, as it "loves" you.  

"Why won't you leave me alone," Your voice shivered in your dark hallow room in a small whisper. 

"Because I love you and I will always be there for you," It spoke sweetly in an angelic voice. 

"I don't need you, nor want you so go away," You whimpered as you brought your knees up to your chest hugging them for comfort, but all you found was emptiness. 

"No, I love you so dearly and it will break my heart to see you go," Its voice saddened. 

Your eyes widened with anger, "If you really love me then let me go! Do you love seeing the one you love hurt?!" Your voice echoed off the bare walls colliding back into your ears. 

It laughed as its angelic soothing voice turned back into a demonic screech," Now your catching on, I love you and I will always be here for you."

Tears fell out of your red-rimmed eyes as they slid down your tired cheeks, you felt your chest become shallower as the feeling of drowning suffocated your chest. 

"S-so what y-you mean to s-say is... You hate me... and you'll never leave me alone..." Your body shook as you go into a panic attack. You struggled to breathe as your chest heaved up and down trying to grasp air. The demon grew bigger and bigger feeding on your misery, its teeth drew nearer to your as it got ready to devour you whole–

"(Y/n)!" His voice, the only true sweet voice that you heard. He ran to you cradling your trembling cold body into a warm embrace as he slowly soothes you down. You could feel the demon, anxiety pulling away from you as your mind cleared up with the thought of him, as your chest breathed in fresh air. 

Your glossy–now red eyes looking at his red orbs as a sense of tranquillity radiated off of him. He said nothing and hugged you close saving you from the demon. 

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Short update sorry about that. I wrote this one-shot about my own experiences with anxiety as I struggled a lot from it. Last year was the worst for me as I would always get anxiety attacks and feel like I was going insane. Anyways I'm better now and thought I should write about this!

–Kyai