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Mental Disturbance

Short Story

This is everyday. Just my experiences. My soul, and mentality. I hope you enjoy reading. **NOT RECOMMENDED TO READ IF YOU HAVE/HAD ANY MENTAL DISORDER**

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Perfection

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by human_error707

by human_error707

I believe in perfection, the simple act of being perfect. I don't try I just do. Any movement I make is perfect. No choice or answer is ever wrong.
An A has never been enough for me. To me an A+ is a symbol of success and a perfect future.

The numbers on the scales tell me when I'll be good enough. Except that I never am good enough.

I'm suppose to be perfect, but then why are these numbers so high. I'm heavy. A word used to define someone as fat and ugly.
Ugly is not beauty, and fat is not thin.
Beauty equals perfection.
Thin equals beauty.
And I will attain perfection.

I avoid breakfast. Lunch. Dinner. And anything in between. Skipping meal. Throwing up when I eat if ever.

I'm so worthless.
But I want to be perfect.

I will attain perfection.