EXO Kyungsoo Drabbles/Scenarios

Tell me what is love [Angsty]

I never thought I would lose her. I never thought she would leave. I never thought I would be able to ruin the only thing in my life that was important.

What did I do wrong? Everything...
When did it started? From the beginning...
Will I be able to bring her back? I don't know. It scares me to think about the answer.

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She left one day without telling me. I came back from home with roses for her, remembering it was the day we I asked her out a year ago. Knowing I messed things up and that I behaved terribly. I was going to apologize not just for that day, but for everything.

But it was too late. She was gone. The flat was empty without her things, every step made a horrible sound with the wooden floor. I never felt so lonely in my life, I never felt so broken.

I called her many times, and texted her even more. But she didn't pick up once. It was obvious she didn't want to have anything to do with me, but I couldn't accept it. She was my everything. Even when I acted as a jerk.

How could I be so selfish. How could I forget important things, how could I let her go into an abyss while I was being selfish doing things on my own? I wasn't a boyfriend to her, I didn't give her the love she deserved. I shattered her heart in little pieces. And I pretended everything was alright.

I called everyone, asked for her, went to all the places I knew and could remember that she loved, where we had nice memories. She was nowhere, she disappeared like thin air and I couldn't live with it. Everyday became worse, darker and longer. Nothing would cheer me up, I was just a robot working in the day and breaking at night.

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A week passed, then a month went by, and without me realizing it, the 6th month was over and she was still not back. Her empty side of the bed felt icy cold, the house never had the same light again, and my heart stopped beating.

Is this love? This pain I feel deep in my heart is what people call real love?

The day when we were supposed to turn 1 year and half, I went to the place where we first met. It was nothing extraordinary, just a street full of shops. People went by, buying things for themselves or their loved ones. No one stopped to stare at the crowd like I did. Just one girl. Y/N... my girl.

We stared into each other eyes for some minutes that felt like hours. Slowly I walked towards her, sobbing under the cloudy sky. Snow was falling, making her look even more beautiful and me more miserable. I didn't say anything, I forgot how to talk for a second, how to breathe. I hugged her tightly and buried my face in her neck, crying like a little kid. And she hugged me back; her heart trying not to break again, her eyes trying to hold the tears.

"Babe... come back. Please I need you". I whispered. "You are my life, you are the only one I want. I have nothing without you, everything is black and white. Please don't leave again, I beg you.."

I looked into her eyes and kissed her softly, hoping she would still have the same feelings for me. Her soft lips worked against mine in sync, her tears ran down her cheeks just like mine and her hug became tighter.

"I love you Y/N. I swear I'll never be like that again. You are my baby girl and I swore to protect you. I will this time. Give me a second chance".

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She kissed me again feverishly, not letting me go for a second. "What took you so long Kyungsoo? To finally say those three words..."