Jealousy [Smut]

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I was new in town I was moving in because it was my dream to study college there and it finally came true. The problem was that I didn't have enough money to have my own place and I only knew two people in Korea who could let me live with them. My aunt, who lived in the outskirts of the city, and my best friend, Kyungsoo. I didn't know if I should tell him, I thought about it for months. He was my best friend but somehow I thought that things could change if I moved in with him. He also was busy all the time and I really didn't want to bother him with anything.

But somehow he heard I didn't have a place and even without me telling him about it, he took me to his flat after he picked me up in the airport. Kyungsoo was not only my best friend, he was my first love, but I never told him. Sometimes it felt awkward being around him because those memories would come back and an irrational need to kiss him emerged. I have to admit that his place was amazing. So spacious and simple, just like him. "You don't need to worry about anything Y/N... everything mine is yours. I want you to feel at home". He knew I wasn't very comfortable, he gave me that angelical smile of his and then hugged me tight. "Welcome to Korea Y/N... I missed you a lot". He whispered while having me in his arms.

A month passed and somehow he got a lot of free time to spend with me. He took me to a lot of places to get used to the city, we also went to some parties and I got to know some of his friends. When we didn't feel like going out, we stayed home and talked for hours, like in the old times, or watched a movie or something. If life had stayed like that, I wouldn't have complained. But somehow, things started to change. They changed slowly but you could notice them by the way we started to act towards each other. It wasn't awkward... but close to it.

At the beginning I didn't mind, I thought it was normal because we never lived together even tho we were really close. I mean, we had stayed at each other's houses but just a few days, not months, not years. But then it was not only this weird feeling, a sense of possession appeared. When we met someone and a guy tried to flirt with me, he would act like my boyfriend or even say he was. I didn't mind because he was protecting me "like any brother would" or so I thought. But this began to confuse me, because of the past feelings I had and memories coming back all the time. I wanted to think he was just being protective but it didn't feel like it. It was more like jealousy, and jealousy always comes with more complex emotions.

One day we were making dinner when someone called to my phone. Before I could answer he was already talking with I don't know who and saying he was my boyfriend and he should leave alone. But this time I couldn't accept it. He went to far. So I stopped everything that I was doing, looked at him seriously and said, "Why did you just do that? Why do you keep saying you are my boyfriend Kyungsoo? What's the point in all of this? I..." He walked towards me, put his index finger on my lips. He was getting to close and I walked backwards until my back hit the kitchen bar. He put both of his hands on it, trapping me between them and looking at me with those deep eyes. "You really want to know?" He asked calmly. "I can't bare to see you with anyone. I can let anyone take what should be mine. I love you Y/N and I regret so much that I didn't tell you this before my career started".

"You can't be serious Kyungsoo... Why didn't you tell me? I love.." But before I could finish he kissed me, not softy and definitely not slowly, but full with passion and desire. His tongue was already exploring my mouth and his hands moved to my waist, pulling me closer. I was out of breath when he broke the kiss and looked into my eyes again. "How can I know you are serious Kyungsoo? You can have anyone and you decide you want me? I can't stop to wonder... why?" He smiled and kissed my cheek and then whispered into my ear. "I can't tell you why, not now. But I can show you how serious I am about this" I didn't know what to do or say, so I just nodded. I knew what was coming and I didn't want to stop him. He slid his hands under my skirt, touching my legs, playing with my panties and teasing my lips with little bites. Then, he kissed my neck and slowly started to take my shirt off. Then he lifted me up and carried me to his bedroom. He sat me down on his bed and kissed my lips again, fiercely.

I unbuttoned his shirt and helped him out of his pants. He gently pushed me backwards and came on top of me. I took my bra off slowly, teasing him a little and when I finished he went straight to suck and lick my breasts. I let out a few moans, running my fingers through his hair. I could feel his big erection against my leg, making me want him more. I ran my hands over his chest, slowly trailing his torso, reaching his pelvis. He understood what I wanted, he pressed his lips against mine and then he pushed himself slowly into me. My body started to shake in pleasure, I opened my mouth letting out a muffled groan. "F-faster Soo...faster!!" He smirked and pushed harder and faster, making me moan in ecstasy. I screamed his name several times, I wanted him so much, all of him. I arched my back, pushing him deeper while grabbed my butt and squeezed it a little. He grabbed my breasts again while he thrust himself faster, making the skin clap. He tilted his head back moaning and hard breathing. He pushed and pushed, and I could feel his warmth inside of me.

I reached an orgasm, screaming his name like I've never screamed before. I scratched his back with my nails and looked at him in the eyes. I was starting to melt again. I ached my body again, with so much force that I pushed him backwards and standing up and straddling over him. I pushed myself onto him and tilted my head back. He kissed my neck and bit my collar bone while our bodies moved up and down in synchrony. I could feel him vibrate, he was close and so was I. My second orgasm started just when he came in me. We moaned together, I could feel the warm liquid run between my thighs. I was out of myself and I knew I was going to pass out from pleasure.

Before anything else happened he grabbed me and embraced me. I was breathing really heavy and losing consciousness when he said "I love you Y/N. I always did and always will...."

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