The Truth

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Hey... Im gonna tell the truth.

I havent been on here because of vaca but mostly because ive been really depressed.
My life is going down hill. And just keeps going down hill. Not getting any better. I have friend amd family. And i cam sit in a room full of people. Yet i still feel alone.
     Really bad things have been going through my mind. You should know. Ive been adding new scars to my body. Im in counseling. But honestly. It doesnt help.
     I dont know what to do. Why do i feel so alone. Why do i feel so broken. Depressed. Im tired of putting on a fake smile every day. Saying im okay when im not. Because the truth is im not okay. No one has to act like they care. Cause im a waste of space and creation. I truly believe that. Idk why im wrighting this. I just am doing it to make me feel better. Or i just hope thing will magically get better. But i seriously doubt it. Im trying to be positive but its hard. Really fucking hard. Anyways. I hope you guys have an amzing day/night/morning. I love you. 💞

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