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I had sex with a boy I like. a boy  with curly hair and an Italian name. 

It was the second try technically. The first attempt was cut short by a panic attack. 

I said I might not actually do it and then if I kept it up he’d eventually get tired of me. 

He asked if that was what I wanted. I kissed him instead of answering NO.

He kissed me back and went slow. 

It hurt a bit but I laughed and cursed through the discomfort. 

He asked if I was okay and stopped when I told him too. 

We took a break during.

 we sat there naked, talking and laughing like it was the normal thing. 

I SAT THERE BUTT-ASS NAKED AND UNFAZED IN THE BACKSEAT OF A VAN WITH AN EQUALLY NAKED MEMBER OF THE OPPOSITE SEX. 

And then we preceded to have more sex.

 He drove me home after the clean up. 

And that was my sexual debut.