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My first almost, kind of sort of, relationship was a wreck. It made me go crazy. He was horrible but because he was cute and fun and showed me attention, I dealt with it. I knew he was no good but I didn’t realize to what extent. So now I’ll look back at all he was/pretended to be and think of what I need next. I need someone who doesn’t just want me for sex. I need someone who’s only compliments don’t just involve my body. I need someone who doesn’t want t be a rockstar but will settle for mailman. I need someone who appreciates the people around them. I need someone who doesn’t feel the need to tell everyone everything we’ve done together sexual or not. I want someone who stays off their phone most of the time and likes having real conversations. Someone who invites me over to play video games and then actually let’s me play instead of watch. I want someone who wants to watch movies and go places together. I want someone who doesn’t want to look cute for other people. Someone who wants to give me a hard time and whose ego isn’t too big to take the teasing right back. I need someone who wants to know about my family and can talk to them normally. I need someone who isn’t selfish in any way, especially in sex. I want someone who can laugh about other things beside dirty jokes. I need someone that friends don’t warn me to stay away from. Someone who doesn’t make me go crazy with suspicion.I'll never need a boy but I may want one. I want someone new. I want to be with good so I can feel even better.
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