2:04pm UK time
11th Wednesday 2018
So, its Wednesday sanctuary club day today there are less people in here so its so much calmer and i like it, im sitting on the floor at the back of the room and im alone, its nice but he won't leave its always when I'm alone or if no one talks to me.
He has only recently started to get louder but i haven't told anyone and i hagent told anyone Anastasia has gone for now.
I want Erin to sit next to me and cuddle but i know she won't
Chazzy is under alot of stress atm
Vika is on her phone
T, Jack, Erin and 1 more are taking
Frankie is drawing on the board
Antosh and Nicole are listing to music
Kristiana is playing guess who with Nic and Antosh
And then there is me, sitting alone, he is in my head atm, he is talking to me but I'm trying not to show emotions, it will show him im easy to break and how easy it is to make me cry, it will show everyone I'm a crybaby
People are trying to talk to me and I'm just ignoring them
Another person walked in
I have nothing else to say so i will fill you in later
~ Astrid xoxo
