10:18pm UK time
12th Thursday July 2018
Im talking to Erin at the moment, but as i talk i wish i could cuddle her, she is so cute.
One more day of school, i hope Soph is in, it makes my day a bit better as she helps me with stuff if Erin isn't there (she is a year below me ://) so its nice to have her there, she helps and understands what im going through at this point in my life.
We watched the rest of Anne Frank today, it brought me to tears, me just thinking about it being based on a true story and how only Otto Frank survived and how he just broke down as he read Anne's diary, it broke my heart, i cried....i showed people im weak, im so stupid.
My stomach hurts, and no its not that time of the month that cunt has already passed.
On the 28th of this month i am going to pride with Jack, T and my gorgeous Erin and T's mother and father and her sister (she is Transgender MtF) i can't wait, i have something im gonna give her on that day im so happy about it!! But also very nervous at the same time, i have the feeling of if my father finds out i have a girlfriend i really wont give a fuck, im happy with Erin and i love her so so so much, i would die for her, so if my stupid father has a problem he can fuck right off :)
To be 100% honest i think he knows but is extremely jealous as his "girlfriend" looks like a cheap, shitty, drawn version of bugs bunny, its quite funny, he is so fake and tries to make us buy it but i certainly don't, i know he is cheating on her but im the only one whom knows i think :/
Oh well, that's all for the moment
(Also i love Frank Iero fight me)
~ Astrid xoxo
