8:34pm UK time
17th Tuesday July 2018
Today i was supposed to have a meeting with a new councilor but that didn't happen at all ://
I went and hung out with T, it was nice.
Erin wasn't able to join us :(
The days are going so slow and its so boring, this cinema week bullshit is rubbish and i hate it, i didn't even chose this, i chose art fun but i got fuckin moved like this is my last ever activity week and i get forced to do this bullshit, im not happy about it at fuckin all.
The only reason I'm in is because i wanna see my gorgeous Erin, and have hugs and feel like im wanted.
I feel like i have messed up but i can't pin point it, i can't figure out what i have messed up on and its annoying me alot.
There is this girl doing cinema week too and i know her and she knows me but she keeps playing and knotting my hair up and i had my PRIVATE and she just takes my book and starts fucking drawing in it, like oi you fat cunt that's my property so for 1 back the fuck off and 2 how the fuck would you like it if i did that to your shitty fucking books huh? She would fucking hate it, she is really fucking me off and its only been 2 days.
I also miss Erin alot, she is my muse and always will be :)
I let my friends draw all over me (Leah, Vika and T) and i regret it so much as its going to take so long to wash off and oMfG its so deathly hot here atm in the UK so I'm going to fuckin die.
So R.I.P my gay ass.
Also this boy keeps making comments on my outfits but i really don't care as i fucking love what i am wearing, i feel like me wearing what i WANT instead of some cunting uniform.
That is all.
~ Astrid xoxo
