Save Me (Foolish Angel, Sinful Demon)

Stay: 5

       The doctor told me he'll be fine, just a minor concussion. He was still unconscious but the doctor let me see him. I sat by him and touched his face carefully. I traced his bushy eyebrows, his crescent shaped eyes, his long eyelashes, his round soft cheeks,his round tiny nose, his plump pink soft lips, and his defined jawline. He's an angel, being corrupted by the devil. "Jimin, I like you. And I'm so sorry for the way I've treated you. But please believe me, I like you so much." Why did I meet such a perfect person? I'm destroying him. 

     An hour later, he woke up. When his gaze landed on me,  I looked down in shame. His fingers held my chin and lifted my head to look at him. I couldn't help the tears. "Rosie." 

"How can you look at me like that still? Like you forgive me already. How?!" I wasn't angry, I was sad. 

"Because it wasn't your fault-" 

"Yes it was! My hands almost killed you! Fuck Jimin, I... I almost killed you." My blood ran cold. 

"It's something you can't control. And I understand you. So I'm going to stay and help you. Okay?" 

I sighed, "You're crazy." And we both laughed. 

         "Rose you don't have to stay here, you can go and rest at home." You are my home. 

"No, you're leaving anyways. I wanna be here to help you." He smiled brightly and held my hand while pressing it against his cheek, sighing. 

"Has Lily answered you?" I shook my head and looked down. I knew that one day she'd leave me, it was just a matter of time. People always abandon you, it just takes others more time. The doctor came in and told Jimin he was ready to go. His mom walked in and I froze in my spot while helping Jimin off the bed. He stood up straight and slowly walked towards her. 

"Eomma," he hugged her tightly and giggled when she said she loved him. She looked at me in a weird way. I waited awkwardly when Jimin finally noticed and walked towards me and put his arm around my shoulders. "Eomma, this is my jagiya, Rose." I waved at her and mumbled a small 'hi.' She intimidates me, like she's looking into my soul. 

"You're the one who hit him." My eyes widened at the realization that she found out. I clenched my fists and stared at her with tears in my eyes. 

"I'm so sorry." When I looked up I saw her curiously stare at me. 

"I know dear. I know." Then I helped Jimin out the hospital even though he kept saying he was fine. They invited me for dinner at their home. I sat in the living room with Jimin and he grabbed my hand gently. 

"Jimin," he hummed in response and played with my fingers, "what does jagiya mean?" He stiffened at my question. I squeezed his hand, urging him to answer. 

"It... means... darling in korean." I looked at him but he was looking down while blushing. He's unreal. 

"Why'd you call me that? And why did your mom look at me like that?" I squeezed more so he can look at me. He looked up, still blushing and smiled a little. 

"Please don't get mad," I nodded, "people say that to a girl when they are in a relationship." What? We're in a.... what?! I blushed and looked away. 

"You told your mom we're together?" I heard him chuckle and mumble a 'yeah.' I didn't know what to say so I just stayed quiet. Then he got up, still holding my hand, and lead me to where the piano was located in the corner. We sat down on the seat in front of the piano and he let my hand go, placing his tiny fingers on the keys. 

"What are you doing?" 

"I want to play a song I wrote for you." For me? "It's called Serendipity." He smiled and shakily began to play the notes beautifully. When his mouth opened to sing the beautiful lyrics he created I was in awe. He sounded like an angel straight down from heaven, allowing a simple human to listen to the melodies created by heaven. I feel like it's a crime for a simple human sinner to listen to such a voice. I couldn't stop staring at his face as he sang the notes with ease, smiling every once in a while. His jawline defining it's shape with every movement, his eyes concentrating on not messing up the keys, his lips curling with every word, his hair shining under the light of the living room. Sitting here with him makes me realize that I don't ever want to leave him. He makes me feel things I've never even knew about. He makes me want to be a better person, he warms my freezing heart. He awakens my numb body. He makes me want to protect him at all costs but he also makes me feel safe and protected. I don't need to be worried that he'll leave because I know he won't. I know he'd never hurt. I know he'd never abandon me, I know this is forever. And I don't want to lose it, I don't want to lose him. I won't. I don't know what this feeling is, but I won't let it go. He smiled brightly at me as he began to finish, "Since the moment of the universe's creation, everything was already determined. Just let me love you. Let me love, let me love you. Let me love, let me love you." I felt tears in my eyes and I did what I thought I would never do. I hugged him tightly and felt his arms engulf me tightly. 

"Jimin I-" 

"Dinner's ready." We let go and walked into the kitchen and ate in silence. Once we were done, Jimin excused himself to use the bathroom. I played with my fingers in silence. 

"Rose." 

"Yes Ms..." She smiled softly. 

"Call me eomma." 

"Ok eomma." my heart pounded in my chest. She reached her hand out and waited for mine. I placed my hand on hers. 

"I'm not angry at you. He told me about you and I've seen the way he's changed since he met you. I was a bit skeptical about you in the beginning but... I like you. I like how you make my son feel." I shook my head and looked away. 

"I don't deserve him." 

"So what will you do? Leave?"

"I can't." 

"Then what?"

"Change. I need to change my attitude. I need to be better for him, but it's hard eomma. How will I do this if I've always been this way." She got up and put her arms on my shoulders when I stood too. 

"I know it's hard. But love will-" I stepped away from her. 

"Love? I don't love anyone." She stepped forward  carefully as I stepped back. 

"Rose-" 

"No, no I don't love anyone. I can't love, it's impossible. I can't, I don't even, how could you-" I stopped when I bumped into a hard chest. I was trembling and felt my face on fire. He wrapped his arms around me. 

"Hey are you alright?" I shook my head and trembled more. I felt tears running down my face. 

"Please take me somewhere else," I whispered to him. He lead me into his room. I sat down and sobbed. He rubbed my arms and I tried to push him away but he didn't let me. I gave up and leaned into his embrace. 

"I can't, I can't. I'm sorry, I can't-" 

"Sh what are you talking about? Everything's fine." I sobbed louder and held onto him. 

"I can't love... love... love-" Suddenly, I felt his lips on mine. My breathing stopped, my heart stopped. I can't move. Then, my heart started to beat loudly in my chest, faster than ever. Warmth spread throughout me, sinking into my bones. He held my face like as if he's scared he would break me under his touch. We didn't move, we just stayed there. And I loved it. His lips felt so soft and fit perfectly with mine. Then he let go and slowly opened his eyes. We both were breathing hard. Our cheeks flaming red. My first kiss. With Park Jimin. 

"I'll wait forever if you need me to, jagiya." 

A/N: Ya'll I literally made this whole thing up because the original story doesn't really have moments like these. There wasn't any cute moments so I decided to put some in. I hope you guys like it. Honestly the story was supposed to end here, but I couldn't end it, there needed to be more. I'll try to make it to 10 chapters. We'll see how this goes.