luke walks to the front to say his speech, the speech about his one love who is gone forever.
even though calum is gone because he was hurting, all of us he's left behind are hurting because of his actions. you know what hurts? walking home and remembering calum walking beside you, making you cry before you even get back inside your house. laying on the floor and just crying your eyes out for hours and hours because you feel so fucking alone without him here. you hate yourself so much because you never asked if he was ok, so you don't know what else to do but cry and mourn because of him. sometimes i want to get up and do something but i have no energy or purpose to get up and do it. calum was my everything and knowing he's gone doesn't feel real. i just want cal back. my cool guy cal, my c-dizzle swizzle. MY CALUM.
luke ran off, waterfalls falling from his eyes feeling the worst he's ever felt in his life.
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without you // cake
Fanfictionafter calum's death the boys decide to write their feelings down. after being with calum for almost 5 years luke finds it hard to say goodbye to his one true love and struggles to accept that he is gone
