Talk Fast {Jesse Lingard}

6

One year ago.
'Jesse, Marcus isn't home why are you here ?' I asked for the millionth time as Jesse sat on the couch watching some show.
'I basically live here, why can't I be here?' He shrugged and I groaned and walked to my room and threw myself on the bed. It was one of those days where I was hit with my feelings for Jesse. Like I remembered the kiss on my birthday for the millionth time and everything came rushing back. I was so annoyed that he would just show up without Marcus here.
'Didn't know my presence made you that upset love.' He chuckled leaning on the door frame. I rolled my eyes at him and turned on my side to face the wall.
'You're annoying Jesse.' I mumbled and tried to ignore the bed sinking next to me. I turned to see what he was doing and he was just laying there looking up.
'What are you doing ?' I asked and he smiled at me widely.
'Why can't I hang out with you? What's the big deal? It's not like we're going to sleep together.' He laughed and my face turned red. He poked my cheek and smiled.
'I hate you Lingard.' I said turning back around and he just flipped me back over to face him. We were so close our noses were touching.
'It's not like I would just kiss you cause Marcus isn't around.' He whispered and I felt his breath on my lips, giving me goosebumps.
'Yeah it's not like I want to kiss you.' I said flatly and he smiled even wider.
'You so do.' He said still in the same place.
'I think you want to kiss me.' I said and he pretended to think for a little.
'I'll have to agree with you.' He smiled and he leaned in. I kissed him back almost instantly and he moved me on top of him so I was cradling his waist. Our lips didn't part for a second and his hands were traveling up and down my back and my hands were feeling him up like no tomorrow. He moved on top of me breaking the kiss and leaving wet kisses on my neck. He sucked on my sweet spot and I moaned his name which made him smile.
'Wait stop.' I said and he immediately climbed off of me and stood up.
'Sol i didnt mean to make you uncomfortable, i'm really sorry.' He mumbled tugging at his pants and I smirked.
'No you didn't. It's just, it's wrong Jesse to sneak around. Plus you haven't even kissed me in like two years and now you like me again?' I sighed sitting up and he sat beside me.
'I never stopped liking you but you said something to Marcus in the bathroom and I heard so I stayed back. I didn't want to force anything.' He sighed and played with his hands and I smiled at him.
'I was totally lying and I wish I didn't have to.' I sighed and Jesse looked at me again.
'So let's just tell him, he's the best person ever, he'll understand.' Jesse grabbed my hands and played with my fingers.
'When Jesse?' I sighed and he lifted my chin up. He gave me a quick kiss and got up.
'I'll figure it out and text you yeah?' He smiled and walked out of the room. He walked back a few second later.
'Oh and your neck is bruised, be careful when you walk.' He winked and walked out of the house. I didn't know that day that Jesse wouldn't even come around for a month and his excuse was being busy with work and figuring things out. By that time I just gave up, and that was that.