5SOS Imagines

Amnesia

This imagine will be based off the amnesia song and in Calums POV so it'll make more sense if you read it while listening to it :)

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It's been a month exactly, a month without (Y/N), my life has been hell I can't sleep I can't eat I haven't been myself I miss her and I need her

"Light is green cal" Luke says

I was driving Luke home

I took the long way , I stopped at the stop sign and stared out the window

Luke sighs "calum you can't keep doing this it won't help you" he says

The park was in full view, the park me and (y/n) came every weekend to relax and drink for the last 2 years

"Yeah.." It's all I could say

Luke pads my back and I can't help but imagine old times when I used to push her on the swings , slide down the slide and catch her at the bottom , laying under the biggest tree , and kissing those small soft lips .. She even tasted her strawberry . Her Chapstick flavor

Years start forming in my eyes and I close them

I opened my eyes and keep driving

"Calum I'm serious stop doing this you do this everyday it's not good" Luke says

I park in Luke's driveway and we both get off

"Come on" he says

I follow him inside into the living room where our friends Ashton and Michael are sitting down playing video games with two girls , those girls are y/n best friends

"What are you guys doing here?" Luke asked

The girls start talking abut her, she has a new boyfriend which kills me by just thinking about someone else touching her and loving her, they tell us about the fight they got into last night

"She said you would never say that to her" one of the girls tells me

I blank out

They noticed my reaction all of a sudden

"She's doing fine cal" One says

I nod and sit down

"I'm sorry mate " ash says

"it's fine"

How can she be doing fine when I'm dying ? Did she even love me? Was it just a lie to her? I ask myself this every day

I get up and walk to the kitchen and get my phone out I start going through her pictures. Pictures of us, pictures I took of her and pictures she send

My heart aches

I miss her

I remember exactly Sunday 7:20 she told me she couldn't do this anymore her makeup smearing down her cheeks saying she was leaving

I delete all of them and type in "how to wake up with amnesia"

I read through a few articles and give up

This isn't going to work

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