Tyler's POV
It's been a month since Josh gave me a promise ring.
It's also been a month since my friend Brendon killed himself.
Right now Josh is at work,
And I'm locked in our bathroom.
My anxiety is bad.
I used to never have panic attacks.
This one is my fifth one this week.
I can't feel my hands.
I'm screaming.
I can't see
I CaNT SEE
Everything is red
So much blood
B l u r r y f a c e
My phone is ringing.
It's Josh.
"hello?" I answer.
"Tyler? Your breathing is fast.
Are you having another panic attack?"
Deep breaths
Deep breaths
Deep breaths
Silence.
"TYLER?"
Everything went black.
I wake up in the hospital.
