Loser: hayes grier fanfic

Love again?

Hayes POV

I can't believe I just rejected Julia like that. I'm still walking home because I went the wrong way. I checked my phone it was 12 ugh I need to go home. before I did I ran to the bridge. it was my safe spot I guess. it made me feel safe and nobody was around so I could cry. I sat down on the little wooden bridge and saw something carved on the other side. it was a heart with

J+H=<3 in it. when did she do that. I shined my phone flashlight on it and it said the year below. 2012. that was two years ago. she's liked me for two whole years! I just threw it all away too. I'm such a fricking mess up. I mess up everything good in my life. i couldn't help myself I had to. I took my arm and my middle finger nail. it was the longest and sharpest nail. I dragged it hard against my arm. I kept doing it till I bled.

'This is for messing things up with julia'

I kept saying to myself. I finally finished crying and bleeding. I checked my phone again: 1:00 am. I really need to get home. I ran home from the bridge and snuck in. I couldn't come though the front because it was locked. I had to climb. there was a ladder in the back. I put it up to my balcony and climbed in. I took my shirt and pants off. I slept in my boxers. more like starring at a wall wondering how I can fix this all. I miss Julia already.

Julia's POV

I'm worried. I've been up all night and I didn't hear hayes come home. this is all my fault. he's probably dead right now because of me. I'm so sorry hayes I'm sorry I screwed up. I couldn't take sitting in here and crying. I needed to run. I ran out the front door and down the backyard. I went to the bridge. it was pitch black but I had a flash light. I dropped down on the bridge. I shined the flashlight across to the other side. it was still there. two years ago I wrote mine and hayes' initials in a heart. I have secretly had a crush on hayes for two years now too I just didn't want to admit it. next to the heart someone wrote something. it said;

"I lost you today and I'm sorry I love you. 2014"

Hayes wrote it. he must have been here. that means he should be home. I ran as fast as I could back to te house. I noticed the ladder going up to his balcony. the doors were open too. I climbed up the ladder into hayes room. I saw him laying in his bed watching Netflix on his phone. I quietly tip toed over and laid down next to him. without saying anything he sniffled and wrapped his arms around me.

"I'm sorry h-hayes" I stuttered as I fell into a deep sleep.

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I'm sorry this is such a short chapter I will update again tonight <3 liv