Loser: hayes grier fanfic

Hurt

Hayes' POV

I woke up next to Julia but she was turned away from me. she looks so perfect while she sleeps. I had to go home because I had a plan on how I was going to ask her out. I left a note though.

" My mom texted me telling me to come home I had a great time though I love you Julia boo

- hayesie poo".

Julia's POV

I woke up and realized hayes wasn't there. it was just a note. the note was so cute awe I love hayes, he's adorable. I got up and got ready, then I got a text.

Dylan- hey can I come over today?:)

Dylan was a really cute guy that I think was interested in me. I immediately responded with yes.

I decided to wear my favorite crop top. a simple, solid white lace crop top and navy blue striped high waisted shorts. I put on a little makeup, mascara and concealer. I decided to curl my hair because he always stares when it's curled. I was finally ready and I heard a knock on the door. ah! Dylan was here!

I opened it and he smiled. I welcomed him in and we went upstairs.

"You look hot Julia."

"Haha thanks Dylan, you look nice yourself!"

All of a sudden in the middle of the movie we were watching, he started kissing me. I mean I wasn't complaining, I liked him. it just.. it felt wrong. all of a sudden I heard something drop. I looked up.. hayes.oh my god.

"Hayes come back! please!" I screamed as he ran out.

"Haha that loser he was gonna give you flowers." Dylan said as he picked the flowers up. they were daises, he remembered those were my favorite.

"Dylan he's not a loser he's more than a man than you are so shut up."

"Awe does my baby love the loser?"

I couldn't take it I'm mad he's talking about hayes like this. hayes was amazing,sweet,funny,cute,shy,smart,artistic.. he was perfect. I like hayes! I was so mad at Dylan I punched him square in the nose. haha.

I ran over to hayes and let myself in. I ran stairs then quietly tip toed to his room I heard someone talking.

"How could I have been so stupid? why would she like me I'm worthless, stupid, a loser and I hate myself." He sniffled. then I heard scratching as I walked in. he was scratching his arm like crazy.

"Hayes are you trying to self cut?" I said worriedly.

"Yes I always do why do u think I have scratch marks it isn't my cat."

I started crying as I ran over and hugged hayes.

"I would get off If I were you I'm not good enough for a Julia hug. just go back to Dylan. please leave. now!" he screamed.

I slowly walked out. I didn't know what to do. I didn't want to go home because nobody was home. I wandered over to nashs' room and he was on his phone.

"Hey nash can I talk to you?"

" Sure sweetie!" he always makes me feel younger than him.

"Hayes isn't okay. I'm worried about him. he caught me and Dylan kissing and I think he was going to ask me out. then when I came over he was saying how worthless and stuff he his and I heard scratching. he scratch- cuts himself nash." by this point I was crying. I cared about hayes.

"Yes I know he does this. there's nothing I can do, I don't know what to do."

"I'm just.. I'm scared nash, I love hayes not best friend love. real love. I want to be his and I want to love him and I don't think he wants me now. it's my fault he's like this nash!" I screamed as nash engulfed me into a hug.

"I think you should go home and take a nap. call hayes later he should be okay."

"Okay your amazing nash." I smiled

"I know!" he smiled with all his teeth.

I walked back to my house and immediately crashed on my bed. I was tired.

* buzz buzz * Megan was calling me.

( m=Megan. j= Julia)

M: YOU LIKE HAYES GRIER THE LOSER?

j: where did you hear that?

M: Dylan told mike who told jimmy who told Alyssa who told Ashley who told Chrissy who told David who told me. is it true?

J: I guess so yeah I really like him and he's not a loser. he's really nice and if you still think he's a loser don't talk to me.

She hung up. that little bioch hung up on me. well then. it was already 6 so I ordered a pizza for myself. god I'm going to regret this. after the pizza I went on my balcony to read my book. It relaxes me. hayes' lights were off which either meant he was sleeping or in nashs' room. they are pretty close for brothers I have to say. I read my favorite line over and over.

" 'She smiled with all the joy of a kid on Christmas morning and said "y'all smoke to enjoy it, I smoke to die'" out of all the times I read ' looking for Alaska' this was my favorite quote and I don't know why. it was just so powerful. I was still upset I didn't see hayes I went to sleep. I texted him first.

"Hayes are you okay?- Julia"

He read it but didn't answer. he hates me.the love of my life hates me. I cried myself to sleep yet another night, hoping hayes would come in and tell me he loved me again.

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