shit my brain spewed out

And That's How It'll Be

From day one,
I was stupid.
Let's be honest.
I was slow to realize,
easy to frighten,
and I laughed at stupid things.
I'm smarter now,
I suppose,
though I am still an idiot.
There's nothing I know for certain.
And nothing I wouldn't mind hearing twice.
Nothing that will grow old in a short amount of time.
But I laugh.
Who cares?
I'll be a happy goddamn idiot.
If focusing on what you know
brings you down,
I don't want any part of it.
I'll laugh at what's funny,
My death will probably be stupid,
So I'll go down
in laughter.