shit my brain spewed out

Holy Shit

After forever..
it's gone.
it's finally fucking gone.
I get a break.
The voice isn't talking.
I'm actually happy.
I finally can think.
I'm crying again.
But it's good this time.
I'm happy.
Genuinely happy.
I don't want to die right now.
I've fallen in love with
nothing in particular.
I'm just..
happy.
This is what I'll live for when the voice comes back.