shit my brain spewed out

howdy hoo another song

How happy
it must be
to never freeze.
To always
feel like you've
stepped in a ray of sun,
before burning up.
And while
I'm colder than space
itself
Slowly freezing over
in a lonely, lonely hell.

But I would've burned, burned
for you.
I would've forced
a fire for your smile
to appear again
but I'm drained,
of fuel
And I was constantly cold for you.

I would've given
the world for you.
You made me forget
about my cold hands
and snapping rubber band.
You got a spark
out of me.
The most Ive
myself do.
You kept the spark
going for so long,
And you left it for
a bonfire
that was dying.
I don't blame you.

But I would've burned, burned
for you.
I would've forced
a fire for your smile
to appear again
but I'm drained,
of fuel
And I was constantly cold for you.

It's fun
to pretend the cold
doesn't remind me
how you mangled my heartstrings
and left me for dead.
It's fun to pretend
it didn't affect me at all.
It's fun to pretend you didn't rip my heart out.
And I haven't realized it,
But I'm denying my way to heal,
And in a way,
it's colder than before.

I might burn, burn
one day.
I might make
another person
smile with my flame.
But right now I'm cold,
and healing,
and I don't want to feel cold again.