shit my brain spewed out

Another weird song idea i had

You
make it
sound black and white.
You make them
sound crueler than
dying without anyone there.
You make it sound
so easy
for them
to be lying.
I hate
what you tell me,
I hate what you do to me,
I hate what you've
made me become.
Scared of other people,
scared to talk,
scared of being
completely alone
again.
I hate myself for everything I
can just barely control.
Why don't you leave?
You're the only thing
I want to drive away.
But because of you,
In desperate attempts
To hold to on to friends,
I've probably driven them away.
I hate you and what you've made me.
I hate the way you work.
I live for the day your lies no longer reach
my ears.
Please friends, when the water comes out of my ears, please don't leave me again.