Beys POV
The next morning
10:00am
I felt jay gently rubbing my back to wake me up. If he would've did it any other we would've been fighting. I slowly woke up and opened my eyes then blinked a couple times to get adjusted. Then I looked up at him smiling at me. He gently pecked my lips then my forehead.
"Good morning baby, I need you to get ready to go, our flight leaves at 1, we're taking my jet, so it's really when ever you want to leave. Imma go stop by my house and pack somethings, I'll pick us up some breakfast on my way back. Just make sure you ready by the time I get here." He said and I nodded kinda not wanting him to leave but I wouldn't admit that's
"Okay baby." He said then kissed my lips and got up and put on his clothes I stood up and walked over to him sadly. "I'll be back around 12 baby, stop looking so sad Okay?" He said wrapping his arms around me and kissing my lips repetitively until I kissed back. "Okay?"
"Okay." I said then he let go and kissed my lips one last time before leaving. After he left I got myself together, brushed my teeth, took a bath to relax a little, and washed my face. I was wrapped in a towel and started packing my bags. I honestly packed for a week because I didn't know how long I was staying. I called off of work for 2 weeks and with the vacation I days I have I could honestly miss a whole year and still get paid. I finished packing and checked the time, it was about 11:30 and I really didn't feel like wearing panties today or a bra so I slid on a sun dress and wore my hair naturally curly and down.
Then I thought about the whole situation. I honestly didn't know what it going to do when I see her. I want to smack the shit out of her though. But I know I can't because that's still my mother. I wonder if Venessa knows she's alive... I'll get to that later.
I picked up my cell and called he one out of two of the only people I knew I could trust with any secret.
"Hello? B?" I said into the phone when he answered
"Hey lil sis what's up?" He said
"Um B I'm going to Huston today, I just wanted to let somebody know before I left. I found out my mom is still alive and I'm going to go pop up on that ass." I said getting mad all over again
"Wait woah what bey? Who the fuck did you find that out from?" He asked and I sighed because I already knew how he was going to get when I told him
"Jay, my boyfriend. He looked up Tina and saw a whole bunch of recent shit popping up with her and who I think is my little sister with her. I just don't understand b." I said sadly
"What yo who- never mind we gone talk about that later, and bey this is a lot of shit to handle. You need me to come with you?" He asked and I smiled because my brother would drop anything if I needed him
"No, thank you for offering. Jay is coming with me. B I'm just so pissed like I really Just was to fight her. How could she let me think she was dead this whole fucking time and raise her other kid? Who the fuck does that." I said getting heated again like bitch
"Bey, calm down please, think before you do shit and please don't act out of anger. She's still your mom. And think about it like this, at least she's alive right?" He said
"I guess, but I still want to fight her. But I've missed her so much too." I herd my door open and knew it was jay. "B I gotta call you later, jays here and we're about to go." I said and he sighed
"Wait! Give the phone to him." He said and I chuckled and sighed
"No B you just trying to start stuff." I said and he chuckled
"Bey give the phone to him!" He said more sternly and I groaned
"Fine!" I stomped to jay giving him the phone telling him that it's my brother and he nodded and put his ear to it then walked away. And I went upstairs to finish packing my toiletries and shit. When I was done I zipped my suit case up and got my tote ready with stuff I would need. And after that jay came upstairs handing me the phone casually.
I put it to my ear because I knew he was still there
"What did you say to him?" I asked irritably
"Don't worry about it." He said and I rolled my eyes
"Okay what ever I'll just ask him, I gotta go. Please don't tell momma. Because I don't know what she knows yet and I'm not figuring it out till I come back here. I also don't know how long I'll be gone. But I love you." I said into the phone
"Okay my mouth is shut, and make sure you call me every day or at least every other day. Call me when you get to the air port and when you land Okay?" He asked to make sure I was listening
"Okay." I said
"Be safe bey, if anything happens call me and I'll be there as fast as I can. I love you." He said
" okay same to you. I love you too B. Bye." I said then hung the phone up.
That call just made me remember how much I love and appreciate my brother. He took me in as soon as we met. Never excluded me from anything. Told me everything. Never dated anyone with out my approval, with the exception of Alysa but she seems cool so I'll let it slide. He's always protected from anything he could. Especially boys. I just love him to death. And my mom. There just the most genuine people ever.
When I was done thinking jay told me to come on and I followed behind him while he carried my suitcase to the car. I locked up and took my spear key because anybody who I trusted in my house alone had a key. And that was only kelly, my brother, and my momma.
Anyways we got into the car then drove to what jay calls the clear port and got into the jet as they loaded our stuff I was in awe of the inside, it was so beautiful. Jay gave me a tour.
It had a bed room, a little bathroom, the seats of course, the little cafe area, the game portion of it. It was so cool. The captain came to us and told us to sit down and buckle up until we were in the air. After we were, jay and I went back to the bedroom and laid down. I was straddling him with my face in his neck while he rubbed my ass with both hands.
"Baby." He said
"Hmm." I answered with my face still in his neck
"How are you feeling?" He asked and sighed and sat up his hands never left my ass
"Well I just um- I'm just so confused. I want to know why she never tried to come get me or contact me at all. And why she never told me my sister was still alive. If that even is my sister. But most of all I'm hurt like this really cut me deep. I just have so many questions. I've never really felt abandoned until now. I feel like she just gave me up. But I don't really know the full story. I'm also angry, we had the closest relationship, she was my best friend. How could she just hand me off to one of her friends. Like I want to fight her. Or just slap her ass one good time. She really let me cry all these years thinking she was dead." I said looking at jay
"Baby, I understand your mad but you can't just go beating on your mother, that's not right. Hopefully she'll answer all your questions and it's an explanation for all of this. We can stay as long as you want and we can leave as soon as you want. Just know I'm here to support you and I'll be with you ever step of the way." He said looking into my eyes and I started to tear up
"Ugh I hate being so sensitive. Why are you so good to me?" I said hugging his neck and burying my face back into it and he used one hand to rub my ass and the other to hug me back
"Because, I really think I love you." He said and I gasped and let him go holding his cheeks with both hands
"Really?" I asked and he said yes. "I really think I love you too." I said then kissed his lips and it turned into a small make out then he turned me on me back and hovered me kissing on my neck immediately attacking my spot. I couldn't stop moaning. He slipped my dress up and his thumb found my clit. He began rubbing it's I held on to his arm and moaned.
"Jay-baby." I moaned as he slipped one finger into me then another. He fingered me slowly then sped up the pace and I was riding his fingers
"Yeah baby ride the fuck out of it." He said as I rode them and he hooked his fingers while inside me and I arched my back moaned out loud. I came on his fingers and he kept going letting me ride out my orgasm. When I finally came down, he pulled his fingers out and began licking them and before he finished I grabbed his wrist and put his fingers in my mouth slowly sucking them, licking In between them. And then I pulled them out and I saw his head going down and when I felt him blow I moaned, I knew exactly what was about to happen.
He ate me out and let's just say I put this long neck to work. And we went to sleep until the plane landed.
