Beys POV
Thursday
8:30am
It was early in the morning and I planned on sleeping since today was such a big day for me, I'm supposed to be seeing a therapist and figuring out what's wrong with me. But I just can't go to sleep because I feel like something is wrong, I don't know what it is but I can just tell. We were at my house today and my family was still here, except for the ones that actually live in NY. And I was laying in jays arms but something just told me to get up and check on my family.
I slipped out of jays arms and went to check on everyone, my mom and Richard were okay, then I went in Solanges room and saw she was up and had on a breathing treatment. I walking in and sat next to her and she just looked at me then laid her head on my shoulder until she finished like 5 minutes later. When she put it back up she laid down under the covers.
"Bey can you lay with me?" She asked and I nodded and slipped under the covers and she snuggled up to me.
"Why do you have to take that breathing treatment?" I asked and she shrugged
"Mommy said my lungs were messed up when I was born and I have trouble breathing or catching my breath sometimes, I've been doing it for as long as I can remember." She said and I nodded and kissed her head, I know exactly why she was messed up like that too. Defects of what my father did to my mother.
"BB?" I herd and I looked down at her
"Yes baby?" I asked and she sighed
"Are you really gonna come visit me when we go back to Huston? You and JJ, cause I don't really think you are, if I barely seen you here I'm never gonna see you when I go back home." She said sadly and I pulled my arm from under the cover to stroke her face with my thumb
"Solo I promise I'll come see you at least twice every month. I just got you, I don't wanna lose you again. You can call me when ever you need something or just someone to talk to. I promise, I'm your big sister, I will be there for you." I told her and she nodded and hugged me and I hugged her and rubbed her back until she fell back asleep and I fell asleep right after her.
A couple of hours later
I felt some one rubbing my back trying to wake me up and I groaned and snuggled closer to what I thought was solo. But it was actually a pillow. I opened my eyes to see solo not in the bed with me then I turned to see who was trying to wake me up and it was jay.
"Hmm?" I asked and he smirked and kissed my cheek
"Wake up so you can eat baby, you got a appointment at 4 and it's 12. So get in the shower and I'll get yo plate together. Cool?" He asked and I nodded my head then buried my face back into the pillow trying to go back to sleep. I herd him groan
"Bey getcho ass up, you not bout to do this today." He said and I faintly chuckled slowly falling back asleep. He sighed then turned me on my back but I didn't care I would go to sleep either way.
I herd him close the door thinking he left but then I felt him grab my ankles and pull me to the edge of the bed and I shrieked and laughed.
"Baby, leave me alone. Lemme sleeep." I whined and he chucked.
"Nope come on girl." He said picking me up I wrapped my arms and legs around him so I wouldn't fall and buried my face in his neck trying to get comfortable. He started walking and I had no idea where he was going but I didn't care. He walked downstairs then turned. After he stopped he tried to put me down but I was comfortable.
"Jay Wait noooo, I was just getting comfortable." I whined, I just wanted to be all up on him
"Bey let go so you can eat." He said and I let go waiting for my food, I loved when he cooked for me. I don't know where the hell my family was but I knew they'd be back before I leave. After I was done eating I took a shower and got dressed in a casual outfit. I didn't have anything to do today besides go to my session. When I was done getting dressed I went to look for jay cause I just wanted to be up under him. I found him laying on the couch in the movie room watching love and basketball, our favorite movie of all time so I went and sat next to him and he pulled my into his lap, and rested my head on his chest. We spent the rest of the movie all laid up just commenting on certain parts of the movie.
