Jays POV
9:00 am
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I was up watching bey sleep, i had just woke up a few minutes Ago and I just wanted to admire her beauty. She's such a beautiful person inside and out. And I'm so lucky to call her the mother of my children and my wife. I know we're not married yet but after she figures out everything going on in her life, with me by her side of course. I will be proposing to her and we will get married.
I felt her move around a little bit then she cuddled more into me while I rubbed her back. I felt her little eyelashes rub against my neck as she blinked. Then I felt her place little pecks on my collarbone, to my neck, then to my lips.
"Good morning baby girl." I said kissing her forehead
"Good morning babe." As soon as she said that we heard a knock on the door
"Who is it?" Bey yelled
"It's your mom." We herd Momma Tina say
"Okay one second." Jay threw a shirt and some shorts on And handed me some of his shorts to throw on. Once we were both fully clothed I told her to come in.
"Hey babies, good morning." She said greeting us calmly
"Morning momma." I said and jay said it back too
"I cooked breakfast if y'all want some. And bey I gotta talk to you real quick." She said and jay took that as his que to leave, he kissed my forehead and left out.
"I'll make you a plate baby." He said and I said thank you as we watched him leave out.
"Bey, I just wanted to let you know that your father tried calling me over 6 times, I didn't answer because I still can't get over the fact that he hurt you like that. And after the 10th time I answered, he said that he wanted to talk to you, me, and solonge. He wants to apologize and he has something he needs to tell us. I said we could do it if you agree with it and under your conditions since he's hurt you so bad. And I know you've been going to therapy to help heal that hurt or to heal it. So if you are ready to talk to him let me know and I'll set it up, but if you aren't we don't have to." She said and I just sat there and took it all in
I wanted to see him, but a part of me can't forget what he's done to me, my mom, or my little sister and it's really hard to get past that. But my therapist said it's best to confront the problem and face it on your terms than to wait for it to come to you. And she was absolutely right.
"Saturday 3 pm, and Brios. I want you, my mom, Brandon, jay, and Richard there so I can know what's happening, I don't really want to bring the kids but if we have to we will. Matter of fact, if they want to come they will. I can't promise I won't try and beat his ass though, and I don't know how jay is gonna react and I'm not holding him back." I said and shrugged, that's just reminded me of when I tried to smack her and I chuckled a little bit
"Alright baby, I'll let him know. I still don't know how I'm going to react myself, I never knew any of that happened bey. I'm so sor-
"Stop please don't do that, it's not your fault." I said sighing and looking at my hands in my lap because I know she was about to put all the blame on herself and feel guilty
"No bey, I should've left him when he first started abusing me. I never wanted anything to happen to you though. That's what I was trying to prevent. I wanted to take everything he put me through so he wouldn't put you through the same thing, I'm sorry bey I'm sorry." She started crying and I pulled her into a hug, her crying made me cry and we were just crying on each other.
This was what I miss, being able to openly express my emotions to her. I wanted my best friend back, my mom.
"I missed you." I said holding her tighter
