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Day one...

Finns POV

"My girls on a train"
I sat and looked out the window of the plane thinking about y/n..

"She's going far away"
I thought about her the whole way home on the plane that separated us...

"She's never coming back"
What if I never see her again...

"She gives my heart attack's"
I hope she'll be okay...

"Walking in the day"
I walked right by the sunflower field she danced around in...

"The sun shines in my eye"
The sunshine that I once got to see press of y/ns beautiful face...

"Shes asking for a talk"
We fell asleep on the phone together taking about stupid shit once again...

"Running down my block"
I remember a time she was here, and she went out by herself. She almost got kidnapped. She was crying her eyes out. I was outside looking around when I saw her running toward me. She jumped into my arms....

"She'll never be the same"
She misses me...

"She'll never be the same"
I probably broke her heart....

"And I'm the one to blame"
It's all my fault....

"When you get off that train"
Ehm, plane...

"Off the train"
Tears in her eyes...

"Walking up the stairs"
I slouched down on my bed with the thought of her...

"She doesn't even care"
Yes she fucking does...

"Shes the one that left"
No I did...

"Leading down the path"
Her path was simple...

"She left there torn"
She misses me so fucking much....

"Pierced like a thorn"
She'll never forget...

"It was all my fault"
Yeah it was...

"She forgot about the call"
No I did. The call where we promised we would NEVER leave each other but here I am....

"She'll never be the same"
No she won't...

"She'll never be the same"
I miss her...

"And I'm the one to blame"
Yeah....

"When you get off the train"
Plane....

"Off the train"
Fuck....

"I said that she's cliche"
I shouldn't have been so mean when I was...

"She said what did you say"
She felt sad...

"Of coarse I said nothing"
I'm fucking stupid...

"Go sell your old muffins"
The muffins we made together...

"In the garage"
Our hang out area...

"I gave you your corsage"
Her little flower bracelet...

"It wasn't right"
It felt right though...

"forgot about the fight"
I hated fighting with her...

"She'll never be the same"
Her heart hurts...

"She'll never be the same"
She barely talks to me anymore...

"And I'm the one to blame"
I hate myself...

"When you get off that train"
I was almost off...

"Off that train"
My foot stepped off into the Vancouver air port... away from her...

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