[because I'm so sweet and these chapters are short I'm posting another today hehe]
"The most difficult phase in life is not when no one understands you, it's when you don't understand yourself."
I don't understand.
Nothing makes sense.
Why were Stan and Bill kissing in my kitchen?
The whole point of the sleepover was to share a bed with Bill, and he ends up kissing Stan!
Why the fuck do I want to share a bed with Bill?
Why do I want to take his clothes off?
How is it that I love Eddie and would die for him, but still want to fuck Bill?
I know I'm bi...why can't it be that simple? Why do I love one without desires and only want the other for sick pleasure?
What's wrong with me?
And how come, in a world where everything is complicated
and incomprehensible, I can't even understand myself?
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hidden ~ stenbrough
FanfictionStanley Uris, a boy with three secrets hidden beneath a thick sweater - one of them being his love for his best friend. Bill Denbrough, a boy who spends every morning trying to convince himself he's not gay. This is their tale, told through both of...