"You can never love someone as much as you miss them."
"Eddie, wait!"
He didn't wait.
"Eddie, come back! Please!"
The smaller boy stormed out of Richie's room and didn't look back. Richie felt warm tears stream down his cheeks. He was shaking. Richie the trashmouth had fucked up, as he always did.
"Eddie!" he sobbed. He pulled himself off the bed and rushed down the stairs to find his maybe-boyfriend opening the door.
Two furious brown eyes, shining with tears, whipped around and burned into Richie's heart. The little, innocent asthmatic glared for a long moment, then whispered, "I thought you liked me."
"I do, Eds!"
"Don't call me that, Richie!" Eddie walked out, slamming the door behind him. And just like that, he was gone.
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Spaghetti 😍
Richie: Eddie?
Read 8:29 pmRichie: Eddie baby plz answer
Read 8:31 pmSpaghetti 😍: why the hell should I talk to you
Richie: coz I'm sorry, spaghetti
Spaghetti 😍: you lied to me.
Spaghetti 😍: You said you liked me Richie
Spaghetti 😍: and I liked youRichie: eds I do like you a lot, it's just
Richie: idk the word for itSpaghetti 😍: what?
Richie: I'm bi, I'm also attracted to you like a boyfriend type but I wanna do gross shit w/ bill, I don't wanna be in a relationship with him
Richie: i love you. I don't love him.Spaghetti 😍: oh
Richie: oh?
Spaghetti 😍: I love you too Richie
Richie: we ok?
Spaghetti 😍: yeah
Spaghetti 😍: I'm glad I came over tonight, I just wish you hadn't said bill's name while we were kissingRichie: I'm really sorry.
Richie: I only love you spaghetti, I promise, and I will get over bill since he's with StanSpaghetti 😍: wait what?
Richie: ...
Richie: fuck let's just pretend I never said anythingIn the end Richie did explain everything, and once Eddie was sworn to secrecy, he searched up how he felt and discovered a word that fit as if it had been waiting for him forever: arosexual. He liked Bill sexually and Eddie romantically, and it was just an obnoxious coincidence that he liked them at the same time. He cared for Eddie so much; it swelled in his heart until he was sure it would break — not because it was injured, but because it would grow so big his chest couldn't hold it.
Spaghetti 😍
Richie: eds I'm arosexual
Spaghetti 😍: omg my boyfriend is arosexual! what a coincidence
Richie: my boyfriends gay I think
Spaghetti 😍: yeah he is. Your boyfriend loves you.
Richie: your boyfriends bi arosexual, and loves you too much
Richie couldn't remember a time he had felt so happy. The pure, short boy he'd loved forever loved him back. And finally, Richie Tozier had a boyfriend!
[reddie is sailing!! For now >:3]
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