365 days before

361 days before - 02.07.2014

"They'll come." Kat tries to cheer me up. "Look, it's only 12pm, the concert begins in 6 hours aaaand they don't have to come early, you know they have seats."  We're sitting on the floor at the railway station and waiting for 2 of my best online friends to arrive.

"Yeah i know, but they're like sisters to me and i didn't even had the chance to hug them for ones." I sigh. "Yeah, same goes for me, but it won't help if your sad, i mean be happy that you have the chance to meet them finally." she smiles at me. ".. Yeah you're right. Why are you always right, it's annoying." 

"It's in my bones you know" 

I roll my eyes. "shh" 

"Van?" "Mhhm" "You'll see Luke. You'll see Niall. SMILE! Haha, it rhymes. Niall and Smile." she giggles.

"You know, Niall makes people smile. So it has to rhyme." I try to explain. 

"Oh Van! You're such a poetess!" 

"Yeaaah, of course! I should write a book : 'Niall makes people smile! He's sunshine, so he's mine!'" I rhyme. "But Niall's mine." "Maybe, but it wouldn't rhyme. 'He's sunshine, so he's yours' seriously Kat, don't be silly!" I grin at her. 

"Van???" "YES!" "I saw them." she says with abuzz. "You saw whom?" "Claire and Loops, dumbass." she nearly screams "Look, they exit the urban train, there!" She points to another platform. 

"Oh my god, oh my god we have to go there" I want to stand up but Kat stops me. "Wait"

"Why?!"

"Because they have to go this way" she's a shaky finger towars the next stairs. "To even visit the concert. So they'll see us anyway." "Ohh." and in the next moment I see two well-known heads, and then two well-known bodys and of course two pair of eyes who are looking at Kat and me. Wait a moment, 1,2,3 and the eyes are lighting up.

I stand up. I see how they both start to smile. And next I hear myself run. I hear Kat running after me. I nearly knock Claire down as I hug her and she's holding me so tight, I swear I feel like she's gonna crush me to death. I couldn't care less. 

"Hi." she says quietly, but not letting me go. "Hey." I answer, i have a lump in my throat. "How 're you?" I ask, my head's lying on her shoulder. "What do you guess?" she answers. "Like a ballon full of happyness?" I advise. "Because that's how I feel." "Wow, you're good at guessing"

I know Claire and Loops quite exactly for 1 year now. It really wasn't that i liked them both at first appearance, oh no. But now I could never live without them. I trust them nearly as much as I trust Kat and wow that means something. I normally have trust issues. 

"Sorry, but do you know who this is?" I hear a shy whisper from behind. Claire detaches herself from the hug and says happily :"Ni, Am - these are Van & Kat. My best online friends. I told you about them and you're both following them on twitter." 'Ni and Am' I ask myself what their names really are, I mean 'Van and Kat' means 'Vanessa and Katharina' I think that's quite obvious. But 'Ni and Am'? Oh, I maybe should smile back. "So, are you seats next to eachother?" I question to interrupt the awkward silence.  "Yeah, Amaya aka Am is sitting somewhere else but we planned to smuggle her next to us, I mean who would like to sit alone somewhere?" Claire says, optimistic.

3 hours later we're waiting. We have early-entry-concerttickets but still. (Did I mention that I got the expensive tickets only because my dad tries to makes things better in buying us things? Normally he would never pay so much money for a - quoting my dad right now- stupid concert.)

I know that we won't be late and that we'll probably waiting  when we're in the hall at least half as much as we're doing all ready but I'm dying, I tingle with exitement, my hands are sweating and I can't stand still. It's not that i'm the only one acting like this, literally all girls ( and one boy) are either 1. crying or 2. breathless with exitement or ( and thats the majority ) 3. both.