Feelings || A Changlix Fanfic

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Binnie 💓: Hey Lixie

You: Hi bby 💜💜💜

Binnie 💓: What r u up to?

You:  nothing 😉💜
You: hby?💜

Binnie 💓: just debating if its cute or weird that u put a heart at the end of each text
Binnie 💓: wait maybe its just sthing boyfriends do...
Binnie 💓: in that case, its cute💛💛

You: ur the real cutie here💜

Binnie 💓: im a man i cant be cute 💛

You: well I find you adorable 😙💜

Binnie 💓: do i have to come over there and kiss you to stop? 😉💕

You: YES 💖💜💙

Binnie 💓: oh shit, I forgot that you liked me back for a second

You: I loved you since the second I set eyes on you babe 😌💕

Binnie 💓: (//7//) Awww
Binnie 💓: same tho...❤️
Binnie 💓: anyway, u free later?

You: Yup ;)

Binnie 💓: We r going to the beach and my mom said that i could invite u

You: Id go anywhere with you especially if you're in a bathing suit  ;)💙

Binnie 💓: Felix, ur such a flirt...

You: I might be flirty,
but you love me like that 💖

Binnie 💓: I sure do💋❤️

SQUEEEEEEEEE! Changbin invited me to spend an entire day with him! AHHHH! The beach is the perfect place to do cute boyfriend things too, like going for long walks, hand in hand, putting sunscreen on each other's backs and then turning it into a back-hug, even the thought of drinking out of the same water bottle gives my butterflies!
I wonder if he will act shy or not. I'm okay with whatever though, he's perfect no matter what he does, I just want him to feel comfortable. I'll make sure not to let the gay go unless he seems ready for it. I want to make sure that that he has a good time. I mean, Changbin has been the best thing that has ever happened. He broke my fall when I was stumbling. He has always been there for me. When I'll be able to give back, I don't know, but hopefully for now my love will be enough.

~at the beach~

Keep it together Felix. You promised not to tackle him with love even if he looks insanely hot shirtless. Damn it he has a fricking six-pack... He's going to take you for a freak if you stand there with your mouth open, staring at his abs, not to mention his biceps... I finally snap out of it and he chuckles at me. "Race you to the water!" Changbin says and we take off running up to the sea laughing We both stop immediately as the ice cold water shocks our feet. "Take my hand, it'll be easier to get through the pain together," I say, and this is DEFINITELY not an excuse just to hold his hand! Nope, that's definitely not what's going on! But in any case, we hold hands and we slowly move forward, step by step, until the chilling water is up to our hips, the coldest part. I turn around for a moment, and Changbin takes advantage of the situation to splash me. I zip around grinning. One splash leads to another, and we have a huge water fight, laughing and smiling. I sit on a nearby rock, and cross my legs elegantly. "I'm a mermaid now," I say jokingly. "If you're a mermaid, then I'm a sea captain," he says. "Why?" I ask chuckling. "Because sea captains always fall in love with mermaids," he whispers in my ear, sending tingles throughout my body. That's it, I can't keep my hands off of him any longer, I throw my hand around his neck and he puts his hands around my waist.
We slowly get closer together, and our chests touch. I stare into his beautiful dark eyes for a while and I lie my head onto his shoulder. His skin is as soft as milk and he smells like the wind. I like it. I like it a whole lot.

The afternoon passes by quickly, like it usually does when you're having fun. We build a sandcastle, collect seashells, eat chicken sandwiches under a parasol, playfully kick sand at each other, the basic beach activities. Tired from all of that, we lay onto towels and sunbathe. The hot sun's light beats down on my back and the sound of kids laughing soothes me. Except that I notice that although it's hot out, my warmth isn't only coming from the sun. It's Changbin. He's hugging me. Sweet, I think. He's really so sweet... My thoughts ride around slowly on the roads of my mind. I close my eyes and lay there peacefully.

"Hey Felix..." he says to me. "I love you."
I grasp his hands that are gracefully placed on my stomach and say, "I love you too,"
"But I really mean it. Don't forget that," he adds. "I won't. Promise," I say with a smile. We relax (like the extremely cute boyfriends we are) and then Binnie breaks the silence again.
"Before I met you I never knew what it was like to look at someone and smile for no reason. I wish I could explain the stars I see in your eyes, and how the sound of your voice gives me butterflies, your smile that makes my heart skip a beat. Every time I'm with you I feel so complete." He says. "You don't have to explain. I feel that too. Out of 7 billion smiles, yours is my favorite," I reply. The tips of Changbin's lips curl up, proving that what I just said was right. "All I want, All I have ever wanted since the bones in me began to grow, is to know love and for love to know me," he says. "I'm glad I got to be the one to show you that. Although I just got lucky that you returned my feelings," I reply. "It wasn't with luck that I developed a crush for you. You're literally perfect, the question is, why would someone as amazing as you fall in love with someone like me?" he asks. His slight gloomy tone makes me sad for him because he obviously doesn't understand how beautiful he is. "You have the most adorable and brightest smile, you always make me smile and laugh, plus you're cute. Super duper cute. I can't stand it!" I say giggling. "You're funny and smart and you're supportive and just an absolute dork!" I add admiring his gentle face. He seems at ease and cheerier than usual. I love it when he's happy like this. That's my goal. To make him content with his life and who he is. I want to walk him down a path of light and joy forever and make him feel like the sun rises and sets just for him. I don't think he has ever been shown by anyone, how amazing he is.
I look him square in the eye and say:
"Hey Changbin, could I borrow a kiss? I promise I'll give it back."

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This chapter literally took me so long to write but I think it's worth it. I tried being poetic like softminchan  (check out her works because they are amazing and she's almost at 1k reads on her seungjin ff) so I looked up a bunch of love quotes and I used a few of them, using my own words of course! Hope you guys had a good day, 

 Cya peeps! 💓