Feelings || A Changlix Fanfic

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The stupid alarm clock is buzzing into my ear. I smack it so that it will shut the heck up and look at the time. 6:35. I do NOT feel like getting up and going into prison. Sorry, I meant school. And I have geography with Seonsengnim Moon first thing in the morning, and he's the worst geography professor in the whole school. Great..! You know what, I don't even care, I'm sleeping in. It's not like anything interesting ever happens there. It's always the same routine, same torture. I drift back asleep but my buzzing phone brutally wakes me back up.

H.Hyunjin: The new kid is so cute *^* Get your ass over here rn, youd love him.

You: i am not gay idiot.

H.Hyunjin : You would be for him ;)

You: are you even reading
what im writing?

H.Hyunjin: only partially.
But trust me, he's a sweetie

You: ill come after lunch.
i dont feel good
But im not coming to
see some dork.

H.Hyunjin: :O is my binnie
feeling sick? Should I bring
you soup? I give good cuddles
too ;)

You: i repeat: im not gay.

Stupid Hyunjin... Just because I blushed once- or every time- when a boy we knew when we were young was near me, he insists that I'm gay. But that's normal right...? Everyone gets butterflies when a certain friend passes by. I think... And why is the newbie so special? Hyunjin only hangs out with the "coolest people" as he says so this dude better not disappoint.

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I trudge through the old gates and over to Chan and Jisung who are with Hyunjin, and Jeongin too. Oh and there's Seungmin.
"Oh hey Changbin!" says Hyunjin smirking. Damn, I hate his guts, why is he my best friend again? Hyunjin moves to the side to reveal a blonde haired boy.
Oh my god. Oh my fucking god. That's all I can think. The unusual feeling of something tickling my stomach has just made it's appearance. What the hell is going on? Is this was Got7 was trying to describe about in their songs or something? Wait no those are about girls, and he's not a girl, so that can't be it.
"This is Lee Felix, the new Australian transfer," says Chan. Felix waves shyly at me and I stupidly don't wave back. I just sit there, all eyes glued on me. "Hey..." I say nervously. I know looks aren't everything, but it's not surprising he's pretty popular already just judging on his visuals.
"Would you mind if Felix came to practice with us later?" Jisung asks cooly.
"Y-yeah he can come," I say. I'm trying not to be cold, but I'm afraid that my usual tone can be seen as that.
All I can say is that, Felix is beautiful. He's just got a kind look in his eye and he smiles cutely and everything. He's probably a great friend.
"Looks like somebody's flustered," whispers Hyunjin then he cackles up. I shoot him a look and he just laughs more. My face gets all red I really could to punch him right now but I don't and I'd never be capable to do that to him even if I wanted to. Seungmin, maybe, but not Hyunjin.
The awful bell rings and we head off hastily to our next classrooms. I sit down at my place next to the most annoying girl anyone could ever meet. Her name is Dahyun and she never stops talking. I've learned to tune her out and the class both so I can just daydream. Today, my thoughts lead to today's practice. We're supposed to rehearse P.A.C.E, and Hoodie Season and if we have time, work on Placebo's lyrics. But Felix will be there. What if my voice cracks or I mess up in front of him? He won't have any respect for me. But why am I starting to care about that just now? I'm never really worried about my performance. How is it possible that even though I've know him for like a few minutes, he's already messing with my head?
"Changbin, could you repeat what I just said?" asks Seonsengnim Moon, and all eyes turn towards me. "Umm..." I sit there blankly hoping that magically I will remember something I never knew. "Can I go to the nurse's office?" I ask. He sighs and points to that door indicating that I can go. He's done with me anyways. All the teachers are. I stopped giving a shit about school a while ago. It's useless and I won't become a star with formulas or geography. I grab my stuff and rush off to the nurse's. She's an older lady in her 50's but she's cool. She lets me take naps when she knows that I'm sleep deprived. At least she understands that I can't function properly if I'm exhausted...

After a few hours, I wake up to see Chan's face. He takes my bag and we leave. He's very observant and depending on my mood, he tends to know where I go. We exit the high school and Jisung and Felix are waiting for us. My hearts start to beat fast. Very fast. But not when I look at Jisung or Chan, only Felix...

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Hey again! Panicked Changbin is so cute I can't even breathe- Also, I mentioned Dahyun from Twice. I do not actually think she's annoying, I think that she's adorable and funny and amazing sjjsjejejej. I love Dahyun lots.
Have a good day!
Mandi