Feelings || A Changlix Fanfic

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There's a fork in the road, and I take Felix's hand and we sneak off to the other path than the one the others are taking. And no one even noticed...

[PART TWO]

"Wow are you taking up my offer from earlier, because that was just a joke. You know, about excitement and stuf-" I put a finger up to my mouth shushing Felix. We wait until we can't hear any more foot steps we start to walk forward up the hill in front of us. 

"To answer your question, no." I say firmly and he lets out a sigh of relief. "But I do want to just have some peace and quiet with you. You know couple time before we won't have any time left at all..." I add. Felix nods his blonde head. I smile at him because- well for no particular reason. I just feel a shock of glee when our eyes lock or even when they don't. I lay my head down onto his shoulder as we walk on but he giggles like a child. "What?" I ask. "It's just that judging by your personality, I'd expect you to be super tall. Like I see myself getting onto my tippy-toes to have to give you a kiss, or you towering over anyone who would even dare look at me and slapping them. But nope, you're a midget!" he laughs. I playfully hit him on the arm. "Okay I am NOT that small, but I definitely would slap anyone who would wanna snatch my lil' baby away!" I say cutely. He pretends to gag but he likes it. "You mean your big baby, because you are without a doubt, the little one here!" he teases then he receives a push and he falls into the grass laughing. I collapse next to him and we giggle as if we would never do so again. We have made it up the hill by the way, and there's a tree at our heads. There are a few daisies around us but it seems as if there were millions. Just us and the daisies... 

After many minutes of silence Felix speaks up. "Changbin, how did you know that you liked me?" he asks star gazing. I think for a second, gathering all the words I wish to say onto the tip of my tongue. "I just did. Things fell into place I guess by themselves," I reply. He nods his head. 

"And am I a friend to you?" he adds. "Of course! You're even my best friend," I say. "Good. I don't want to have a relationship like Woojin and Chan's," he adds. I roll over to face him instead of looking at the constellations. "Why? They seem really happy together." I ponder outloud. "They barely know each other. They were friends for about a few weeks and then bam, they got together. It felt rushed to me, and we we aren't much better I guess. But I dunno, I'm no expert and everyone is different..." he explains. I snort and sit up. "To tell you the truth, I think he likes Minho." I confess. "Whaaat? What makes you think that?" he asks. "Last year before you arrived, Seungmin made a study group and Chan, Minho, Jisung, Jeongin, Seungkwan, Vernon, Yugyeom and I all went there. Although most of the others stopped coming because we never ended up studying, but anyway, Chan always would talk to Minho and give him extra hugs and stuff." I say. "But isn't that just Chris culture?" Felix asks amused. "Well yes... But imagine the amount of cuddles he gives you times two," I say. Wow... he says. "And it was at that group that Minho practically inhaled Jisung's face for the first time. Chan was smiling through pain but he ended up sleeping over at my house and eating ice cream through tears all night.." I say frowning. "Ohh that's so sad! But he might have gotten over it by now so what makes you think he still has feelings for Minho?" he asks me. "When he looks at Jisung and Minho together he always sadly smiles. He has a longing look in his eyes. As if he wanted to be Jisung," I conclude. Felix places his head onto my lap and I look down into his shining eyes. 

"See this is why I love you so much. You pay attention to everyone and you feel for them. You're empathetic and you notice small details. If I'm feeling sad I feel like I don't have to tell you, you can just tell and you always know exactly how to make me feel better," he says. "Thank you. I try my best to look after you and the others to the max of my possibilities. That's my job to be the good guy, ya know?" I say smirking. Felix gently slaps me on the cheeks and then he says, "I love you, dumb ass." 

"I do too Felix. I love you too..."

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This was part 2 of the closing chapter! There will be an epilogue because there are still a few things I'd like to say but I hope that you liked this ending. I sure did ngl. It's weird to say but I really feel like I progressed over the course of this fanfic. So thank you to my few readers for making me continue and never give up, I am grateful, we even hit 700! AND MY BANGINHO HEART HAS BEEN HURTING FROM THE LACK OF CONTENT SO I JUST WROTE ABOUT IT

 Have a snazzy day and s m i l e ! 💗

Xoxoxo,

Mandi