1995

V

July 26th
Jude. ^
I knocked on Haze's door praying she would hurry and answer. I banged loudly until she snatched the door open. "What the fuck Jude?" I grabbed her hand and closed the door and locked it. I pulled her down the steps. "Get into my car we gotta head over to Ava's."

Hazel.
It was 9:37am when we pulled up to Ava's house her house was completely trashed and she was sitting on the porch with her eyes puffy and pink. I ran up to her hugging her.

"Hazel, you were right. He was using me. He took all my money and he left." She said holding on to me. Her nails piercing into my skin.

I broke free of her grip and ran into her room and looked under the bed where her duffle bag was once filled with money was completely empty.

I went over to her and hugged her. "My rent is due next week or they'll evict me." I wiped her tears. "Don't worry about none of that Ava."

I ended up staying the night at Ava's house. I woke up in her bed and went to use the bathroom. I seen her phone buzzing so I picked it up on the way in.

Drew:I'm so sorry baby! I will pay you back! 😘

Ava:This is Hazel don't you dare call her or text her again you thieving ass bitch!

Drew: Hazel? I could have sworn I told Ava to stay away from your jealous ass 🙂 you want me don't you bitch?"

Ava:Actually I don't you dumbass stop making my homegirl look dumb with your pathetic ass you owe her 20,000 stop using her!

Drew: How about you give her the money you been poppin your little pussy on hoe? Or $500 that you may use on your next abortion that you got from tony 🙃

I walked out of the bathroom ready to fight. I shook Ava as hard as I could waking her up. "You fake ass bitch why the fuck would you tell Drew my business?"

"Tell Drew what? And why are you calling me a bitch?" She said getting out of bed.

"About my abortion!" I screamed getting into her face. "Look calm down Hazel, it was the time where we were arguing and I told him." She shrugged it off.

I sighed and walked out of the apartment. "Damn you really can't trust nobody."

You might think I'm selfish by going home and counting my 30 mill while my 'friend' is completely broke but nah I'm not. I don't give a damn whether she gets put out or not. Whenever you and your friends argue you don't tell their business. Little does she know I can get even messier.

During my senior year in college my boyfriend Tony and I were at this party chillin' when he left the place to go see his coach his friend raped me and he found out about it so he paid for my abortion because his friend got me pregnant but I moved away and I never talked to him again because I was so embarrassed.

I hated to have people feel bad for me and I seen it everyday I looked at him. Of course I still love him I always will. I know he meant no harm but it was my insecurities that made me leave him.

July 30th
I just got finished dancing and went to change my makeup and outfit I seen Trinity and Jude looking at me. "What?" I asked rolling my eyes. "So y'all just going to keep ignoring each other." She said motioning to me and Ava.

"One thing about me is I don't fuck with fake people. Don't go tell my business because were ok bad terms Ava, I never did that shit to you!" I said touching up my highlight.

"Well I said I was sorry so are you fuckin' with me or not?" She folded her arms across her chest. "No bitch, I'm not." I combed my hair and walked to the dressing room. I seen Macdaddy looking at me.

"Hey sexy." He said eyeing me in this thong. "Hey Macdaddy wassup?" I said walking towards him. "Is tonight a good time for us to go out?" I nodded my head. I needed a distraction right now.

He got closer and grabbed a first full of my ass. I giggled. "Okay I got a question for you. Do you do this with all your employees?" I pulled away from him. He shook his head. "I think I really like you though."