Opinions and thoughts

July 15th

I am independent. Fiercely independent. I demand my time, I demand time to grow. I fear myself for that reason, I can be heartless when I am held back from what I need. I do believe that I am a highly emotional being. I get a sharp shoot of pain through my stomach when I see a person being physically or emotionally hurt. Wether they deserve it or not, I find myself having sympathy.
I wish that I was not the person I am.
I do not enjoy how agitated and rude I can become when I'm around a person for too long.
I know that is only being an introvert, but it can occasionally turn out to be a pain in the ass.
I am confused by myself.
I confuse myself by who I am attracted to.
Not necessarily romantically; just on a general note.
I enjoy commitment. I enjoy the feeling of being needed.

I do not enjoy people being completely dependent on me though.
I often find myself being more of the affectionate one in any relationship I have had.

I'm writing this just for the sake of publishing something. Excuse the in-formalness.