Deadman's Lane

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I was the first person out of the room. I ran out of the hotel and down the grid-like streets of Sydney. I finally stumbled upon a quiet secluded part of beach. I sat under a palm tree and cried.

Why did my life have to be so messed up? Why me? What did I ever do to deserve this? It wasn't fair. Niall would never love me now that he knew. Nobody in their right mind would.

I had no idea how long I'd been crying. Probably hours by the looks of the sun, now blazing in the middle of the sky. I stood up and brushed myself off. I walked back to the main road. Luckily for me the road was deserted and abruptly ended at a cliff. I stopped and stood there, the wind lashing me. I pulled out my phone. I had 123 new messages and 600 unread texts. I scrolled through Niall's texts. Countless 'Babe where are you' and 'I'm worried' and 'Call me please' texts.

There was one that really stood out. 'Katie, I know you probably think nobody could possibly care about someone as broken as you are, but I do. If you are thinking about attempting suicide somewhere right now, please don't. I love you. I know I couldn't function without you so please call me and I will come get you. Alone. I'll be there for you. Always. Just please trust me.' I started sobbing. I couldn't even commit suicide without somebody besides me getting hurt. SO I did what I had to.

I called Niall.

"KATIE! Oh my gosh! I can't believe you called! I was so worried! Where are you?" Niall's voice filled with obvious relief asked.

"The end of Deadman's Lane. Please come and get me. Hurry, I don't know how long I can resist the urge to die." I pleaded.

"I'll be right there. I love you so much Katie."

"I love you too." I whispered.

I sat with my feet dangling over the edge of the cliff waiting on Niall. 5 minutes went by, then 10, then 15.

"He isn't going to show up." I said with bitter truth.

He won't even be effected. I've known him for a week. Nobody will. I had no friends at school, I wasn't there enough to make any. I decided my fate. I would no longer be a part of this horrible world.

I stood up and jumped off the cliff. I thought I heard Niall's voice, but it was probably just my imagination.

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I don't even have anything to say after that. If you do please comment! I will love you forever!

DFTS

-ASaxyKitKat

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