The Business Trip

After Her Jump

Just so you guys reading this know, there will be a couple (at least 2) more updates after this one. Sorry I haven't updated in FOREVER! I went on a youth work mission with my church from last saturday until late friday night and we WORKED (shocking right?) and where we stayed didn't have wifi, then I went to my cousin's 4th birthday (It was FROZEN themed) and now I'm back. So onto the update :)

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Niall's POV

I stopped the car near the cliff and the end of Deadman's Lane. I could see Katie standing near the edge of the cliff. She had taken her jacket off and her tank top whipped around in the wind. She looked so perfect. I didn't take my eyes off of her as I shut off the car and got out, walking toward her. I was about 100 yards from her when I saw her backup a little and start running toward the edge. I screamed her name just as she launched herself over the cliffside. I sprinted to the edge just as her body hit the water below.

I made sure I had my cellphone just incase she was alive and ran toward the stairs that were built into the cliff.

After taking the stairs two at a time I ran to where she had fallen. She lay soaked on the rocks that had presumably fallen off the cliff. Blood was actively flowing out of her head. I sat down on the rocks and pulled her onto my lap. I called 911 (A/N I'm American and I don't know what they call 911 in Austrailia) and soon enough an ambulance showed upand the paramedics pronounced her dead. My worst fear.

With shaking hands I called Simon and the boys and told them where I was. 10 minutes passed and they all pulled in. As soon as the car stopped I was pulled into a bone-crushing hug. Through sobs I explained what had happened.

Uncle Si shook his head. "I knew I shouldn't have read what her dad had said when she was in the room."

Suddenly anger pulsed through me. "YOU THINK SIMON? THE GIRL I FUCKING FELL IN LOVE WITH, WHO WAS EMOTIONALLY UNSTABLE ANYWAY, COMMITTED SUICIDE BECAUSE SHE DIDN'T FUCKING WANT TO TELL ME THAT HER DAD FUCKING SEXUALLY ABUSED HER BUT I FOUND OUT BECAUSE OF YOU! SHE'S DEAD BECAUSE SHE THOUGHT THAT BECAUSE I KNEW THAT, I WOULDN'T LIKE HER ANYMORE!" I screamed. I dug my car keys out of my pocket and threw them at Simon.

"Niall." I looked toward the voice. Zayn.

"What do you fucking want?" I was coming off the angry adrenaline.

"Let's take a walk." Zayn took my hand and led me away from everything.

After about 15 minutes of silence I spoke. "I hate myself."

"Why do you say that?" Zayn asked softly.

"I watched her die. I couldn't save her in time. It's all my fault."

"No it isn't. Not at all. You didn't rape her did you? No. She opened up to you Niall. Not to anybody but you. All her life she's been abused and hated. She didn't want you to think of her any differently."

"But I wouldn't have."

"You know that. I know that. She didn't."

"It's not fair."

"No it isn't."

We continued to walk in silence all the way back to our hotel. Simon had my keys he would drive my car back.

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This is sooooooooooooooooo shitty. I'm soooooooooooooooooooooooooooo sorry. I've never expireced something like this before so I had nothing to base this off of. Please comment and vote anyway! A BIG thank you to whoever voted in the last chapter. If you tell me who you are I'll dedicate this chapter to you.

DFTS

-ASaxyKitKat