It was hard to keep your composure, it was hard to not show any reaction from what you were feeling. You could feel his hands on you. Well, he was only grabbing your waist and yet it felt like his hands were wandering all over your skin. Not clothes, skin.
You saw him with the corner of you eyes, saw that cheeky smile of his. It was like he was enjoying, enjoying the delicious torture he was giving you. You mentally cursed him and draw yourself closer, hoping he'd struggle the same way you were.
"And we're done" You heard the photographer say. "Thank you very much for your hard work!"
You let out a long sigh, letting yourself fall on the sofa of your backstage room. "You look tense Y/N" Your manager said. "Was it that obvious?" You sighed again, closing your eyes. You could feel a headache starting to form in your forehead. "During the photoshoot? No. It actually felt very natural. Like you two had a connection." You didn't say anything, the tension in the room started to increase. Just when your manager was about to leave and let you have a couple of minutes for yourself you said, "It's because there was" "Was what?" Your manager turned confused. "Sehun and I. We used to date before debuting; before we were even casted" Your manager didn't say anything so you turned to check if she was still in the room. You found an hyperventilating girl trying not to fall on the floor. "Are you joking?! Why didn't you tell me earlier!" "I didn't think it would be important! But never mind it, okay? The photoshoot is over"
You didn't see him after that day. Certainty didn't want to. After that day, you had realised you weren't still over him, he was still your weakness. And he knew it too, which you hated more than still having feelings for your ex. But when the pictures came out, you couldn't stop but wonder if he had felt the same, even for just one second. "She was right though... it feels like there was some connection" You sighed. "What were you thinking in that moment Sehun? Staring into my eyes like that..."
You still had one event to attend to promote the brand you and Sehun were models for. That night you spend more time looking into the mirror trying to look more than perfect, if that was possible. Yes, you hated that the whole reason you were wearing that sexy black dress was because of him. But you couldn't help it, you wanted his eyes on you one more time.
"Everyone's staring..." You thought to yourself when you entered the Gala's hall. "I should have worn that plain dress the company sent... what was I thinking?" You tried to smile and say hi to every one you knew but all you wanted to do was run and hide from Oh Sehun.
"You look troubled" You heard him say as he approached you. You gulped, never had he looked so handsome and dashing. "You think so? Why would I?" "Maybe you missed me" He smiled, you rolled your eyes. He leaned in and whispered in your ear. "I did miss you Y/N" "You are lying" You pushed him away gently, trying to sound annoyed and not like you were dying for him to hold him in your arms. "You are the one lying" He took a strand of your hair and placed it behind your ear. "You sound so sure of yourself. How can you know what's in my head?" You were playing in dangerous waters. He knew you too well and you knew you were going to lose. And that was probably why you were playing in the first place. Because you wanted to lose. "Because, I too, want to leave this place and take that insulting dress off you"
The next thing you knew, you felt the cold of some wall as Sehun pressed you against it, kissing you passionately. You couldn't tell if you were at his place, your place, or the first empty room you had found. And you didn't care.
"Are you sure?" Sehun whispered in your ear as he started to remove your dress off your shoulders. "Why... why wouldn't I?" You closed your eyes and bit your lips. You didn't know how much longer you could wait to have him in you. "I want you... all this time I've been wanting you" You cursed at him and basically ripped his shirt off. He was taking too long. "I take it like you have been wanting me too" You chuckled a she grabbed both of your wrists and placed them above your head, pressing you against the wall once again. "I didn't know... until that day... how much I wanted to melt in your arms" You said between breaths. He kissed you once again and traced a line with his lips on your neck just to bite it after. "And you don't know... how much I want to sink in your skin baby... but I'm going to show you..."
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