Wants vs Needs H.S

Three

"Louis I have nothing to wear how do I tell him, yeah sorry your step brothers having a party and my high school crush who fucked me over is there and I need to beat his ass sorry" I almost shout while flinging various outfits onto my bed.
"Chill you've not seen him in 2 years just text him and convince him to go to the party with you boom killed 2 birds with one stone!" Louis replies while helping me decide on a outfit.

2hours later and I've convinced Jamie to come to the party with me and we will include it as our project (like hell we will)

My black tight dress comes down mid thigh with a low ish cleavage, my hair curled at the ends with my full on makeup this isn't justa normal day.
Hes there and I have to let him know im good without his sorry ass.
As I attempt to walk down the stairs with my heels louis notices me struggling

"Well don't you look bloody beautiful well done very proud of you for actually looking like a girl and a human" he fake applauds me while helping me down the stairs.
My heart starts to speed up remembering who will be there and what he did to me all those years ago.

Im a strong indpendant woman, Harry who?

I Walk in and the smell of sweaty bodies and alcohol erupts my nose making me grin that finally I get to have the taste of liquor in my mouth and not while im crying. HMU.

"There you are! You look gorgeous babe, sofia will be here soon she's just picking us up some more alcohol with liam so we can play beer pong, do you want a drink?" Millie welcoms me

I whip out my trusty bottle of vodka and reach out for a bottle of coke only to have it handed to me.
In shock by how he looks I forget the cup im holding and the coke spills on myself, causing him to erupt with apologies.

"Im so sorry I didn't mean that Hannah, ill get you something to clesn you up, im so sorry"

Jamie apologises one to many times but im oblivious still staring at the tall man in the corner, I was completely captivated by his looks, or was it sadness to know how things could've been?

He had grown much taller, so much so he was towering over louis, making me wonder how he would look next to me?

No Hannah you don't need to know that stop it, I mentally slapped myself trying to stop staring but I couldn't.

The form of his arms let me see how his muscles had grown, causing me to look up and down his lean body searching for a bad thing to say about his overwhelming looks.

I found nothing.

However one thing stood out from the long list of many.

His laugh...powerful, so much so it became very much contagious as everyone around him would be in the same state aswell.

I feel myself becoming sad my eyes wanting to cry but my fists balling. Too much emotion for a 5'5 girl.

Before I can even contemplate letting my feelings take place Millie nudges me, well more like shoves me.
"its fine don't worry shes already abit drunk she doesn't even realise right Han?" She urges me to reply and get me out of my thoughts since ive been ignoring them both.

I look down realising my once dry dress is very much wet and sticky. Nice

"Its fine don't worry maybe tonight was a bad idea it obviously wasn't meant to end well" I sigh still looking down as the coke trickles down me still.

"Han don't let him bother you I saw you staring... you cant leave show him your beautiful face he should know what he lost, now ill make you another drink and down it!" Millie almost threats me but im happy she did, everyone needs a friend like millie, always determine for you to be your best.

I quickly down a drink or 2 and a shot, while we wait for Jamie who seems to of been a whike to get me something to clean the mess up with.

"sssoorry it took a while I couldn't get into the bathrooms for toilet paper they're erm.. occupied if you get me but I have a fresh towel so let me urm" Jamie begins to attempt to dry my legs before approaching my upper area dabbing it with the cloth.

I look at Millie confused why hes dabbing me but shes already focused on HIM.

"Oi get off her, why you fucking caressing her with a towel you freak, first you spill a drink bet you did it on purpose to touche her up"

Harry speaks into jamies face while grabbing the towel and oushing Jamie out the way before he can reply.

"Are you ok, some right freak about" he laughs but I wont have it, he doesn't get to laugh with me? Hun no.

Overwhelmed I force myself to focus I can't be effected by him I snatxch the towel giving Jamie a symoathetic look I grab his hand and entertwine our hands before looking harry dead in the eye.
"Can I help you? He was simply trying to clear up a mess he caused something you should ask him for tips on, no harm and most importantly noneof your business now you can leave" I reply trying to step away so he can't see just how happy I am to have him speak to me.
He walks away and I cant help but feel sad of his empty presence.

"Sorry I didn't mean to come across weird I was just trying to help but I'll be over there playing beer pong" Jamie literally speed walks away, wow nice one styles.

I look at millie who within a second has me embraced in a hug, whispering how strong I was before making us another drink and heading to the party.
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If you made it to here, THANX XXX.