Wants vs Needs H.S

Twenty one

I decided to take the way I came up. As soon as I stepped on the first bit of the path that wasn't really a path it was just worn down from the way people had climbed, I felt my foot slip and I ended on my bum.

Brushing the dirt off I decided to get my flashlight out to walk down.

Yeah future advice to anyone don't do it drunk and high. I literally couldn't see where the edge was, I could feel my breathing pick up before I once again slipped and just lied there debating if I would even make it to the morning. I'm so dramatic but I enjoyed feeling sorry for myself. lol

"What did I tell you? Should've made a bet you wouldn't jump" I could hear his smirk even in the pitch black.

"Stop staring at me!" he joked, I blushed feeling embarrassed he caught me even though I couldn't of made it more obvious if I tried.

"ssssorry" I stuttered partly drunk partly embarrassed.

"The only way to get down is if we jump, it'll be risky climbing down I fell like 3 times coming up" he said sighing, I would've loved to of watched him fall. Mainly for me but tripping over would also be good.

"Fine with me, I'm not scared at all" I chirped standing up and walking to the edge giving him a look back

He found this funny, laughing a full on teethy laugh with his dimples on full show, leaning up about to say something I discarded my shorts watching him look me up and down, taking me in I dismissed whatever he was about to say by running to the edge and jumping.

Ok bad decision, I hate heights, I hate the deep sea I always think there's whales and sharks when in reality its most defiantly not deep enough for them but it certainly feels like it.

My body hit the water, it was cold. Really fucking cold, I was alone in the sea, no one else about and i couldn't see my own hand in front of me.

Oh no.
I was about to start swimming when I heard a huge splash.

I thought yeah that's Harry. Only I heard someone shout from the top of the cliff "I'm coming Han"

I began to panic, it was a shark, it had to be. Everyone else was at the beach.

I screamed.

Swimming as fast as a can but in my drunk state I was just splashing myself and not moving anywhere, I'm so clever why did I think this was a good idea.

I began to cry, not full on but enough to realise if harry didn't come soon this shark was going to eat me or I was going to really start panicking.

Disturbing me from my thoughts, I felt too arms go under my thighs and bring them towards there body.

"Calm down, shhh, I'm here, I'm not a whale either" Harry's cool voice cooed into my ear.

"hhhow ddid you know?" I asked wrapping my arms around his neck for support.

"You wouldn't ever go in the sea alone encase one happened to be around, bet you were scared I wouldn't come but, he paused pushing my hair behind my ear

I never left, you should realise that, I wouldn't have left you alone in the sea to find your way to shore, I'm here now to help you" He whispered even though no-one was around

A simple sentence, only it wasn't, it had so much meaning. He hadn't left he had a reason to which I was yet to find out. He sent money to help me in life, he protected me from James. He's here now.

He looked incredible under the moonlight, the water glistening on him, his wet curls stuck to his forehead, his hands still resting on my thighs to support me while my legs were wrapped around him.

Our foreheads leaned together before my hands grasped his face stroking his collarbone.

"Don't leave" I whispered unsure if he even heard.

He leaned in, our lips ghosting each other. I missed this, here I was scared and once again he's here, I missed that, the way he was always there reading my mind.

"Not unless you leave me, then never" his fingers placed my hair back behind my ears as he looked me in the eyes showing me, he meant it.

I didn't even get to process what I was doing before he leaned in erasing the space between us.

His new yet familiar lips were different, what started off as a peck suddenly began to move deeper as I moved my hands back around his neck so I could lean in harder as kept our lips moving.

A huge splash followed by another disturbed us before we got heated.

"That was sick" Louis shouted to who I assumed was another one of the lads, I rested my forehead against Harrys realising I was still in his arms and what had just happened.

"I've missed you" He kissed my lips again before kissing my cheek and neck making me laugh and pull him into a hug.

Little did he know, I'd never stopped missing him.

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Thankyou if you've been reading I really appreciate it! I promise things will get more interesting sorry if it's abit slow or whatever xx