Wants vs Needs H.S

Ten

All week Harry's warning has made me curious to the type of person he could be?

No theres not a chance he's a bad person he just wants me to come back to him asif he's a hero saving me from the bad.

Nice try styles.

"Hannah are you listening or am I boring you that much?" Jamie asks reconnecting me from my thoughts about him being mr bad guy.

"erm yeah of course im listening you asked if I'm giving this weeks assignment in today or tomorrow and the answer is tomorrow" I smile reassuring him I was in fact NOT LISTENING but I played it off well.

I pick up my pen and paper and begin taking notes on the lesson when I get a text from my dad.

Hey hunny I wont be home tonight the cinemas asked me to work till late tonight and your mums working on call tonight see if your sisters in, promise we will have a movie night next week x

My dad works as a cleaner at the cinema as well as a sales assistant in Tesco whilst my mum takes the 999 calls for the emergency services.
He used to work as a chef and was so very close to having the buissness given to him when the owner decided to branch out and start a new one in Liverpool, that's before .. well Harry.

They try there best always working the have days off but usually when im in class or work.
I know for a fact my sister wont be in she'll take this opportunity to sleep at her boyfriends.

Thursday night in for one.

"Jamie, what you doing tonight?" my mouth asks without thinking through how inviting this sounds
"Nothing I was going to go to the cinema with my step brother he said we should 'bond' how come?" Jamie replies quoting the bond while realising how weird it is at the same time as me.
He must want something especially after what I heard him saying about him at lunch? Hm..

"Wondering if you wanted to come round and we can write the last bit of our project and maybe watch a film to celebrate?" as I invite him I can see louis in the back ground perfroming kissy faces.

Idiot

"yeah I'd love to! Just text when you want me round, see you later then" he leans in and kisses me on the cheek.

I look over to louis only hes replaced with Harry staring into Jamie once again before shaking his head in disappointment
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Why is he always there when these things happen?
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Come 6pm and hes knocking on my door.

I quickly check myself in the mirror, leggings and a grey crop jumper while my hairs half up half down.
I've gone for the 'ive not tried' look but in reality I've really tried to look even remotely attractive.

"hi, ive brought chocolate!" Jamie walks into my house setting the chocolate down on the side table.

Hes wearing his usual jeans only a polo top instead of a jumper, while his hair is typically styled and his glasses perfectly resting on the bridge of his nose.

Somethings different about him tonight but I can't sense what.

I take him upstairs into my room while setting up my laptop.

"You look pretty tonight. I mean it" he takes a seat next to me on my bed.

"Thankyou, you look, you look nice oo" I couldn't of sounded less intrested if I tried.

Nice? Really?

"you know youre a really good person Hannah, im glad you were put as my partner" he leans in and I begin to realise just where this is heading.

Before I know it his lip are on mine and within a minute he's already ontop of me.

I push his chest In aim to try get him off me.

"Jamie lets take things slow"
I move my face but his lips land on my neck something he takes intrtest in by leaving trail of kisses down my neck.

"Jamie stop it" I shove him off me and he falls onto my bedroom floor.

"what the fuck?" he stands up before collecting his belongings.

"I am so sorry I ...didn't mean....that I ..erm" he scratches the back of his head realising how hes just acted towards me.

He stands up and invites me into a hug to try clear the embarrassment I lightly hug him still confused where it all came from but maybe I gave him the wrong idea?

The can't be awkward, so I let him hug me, I mean he is my partner right?

Just as I'm about to leave the hug and tell him maybe we should do this another night he grabs my throat.
A devilish smile appears on his once pretty face.

In that moment I realised:

Why didn't I take my second look.
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Boom the beef has started I hope it's alright if not tell me I'll work on it. Xx